A Broken Promise

Chapter 1

(Don't play the song... Yet...)

Nashi's POV

He broke our promise. The promise that he made. He ruined my life. He broke my heart. He used to mean everything to me, but I guess, your life doesn't stay good forever, right?

He became a player. He slept with other girls, and even kissed them right in front of me. The moment it started, it shattered me from the inside. He went for every girl, but always avoided me. I was in depression for over a month, that's how much it hurt me....

I only had my family and friends to comfort me. Mum, Dad, Luke, Sylvia, Nova and Rosemary, the only people who actually care for me. The only people who won't do what he done to me. It hurt me, and even after a few years it still does. 

Everytime I see him..., I just can't. 

I sing, so I let out all my emotions in my songs, I write my own, and to be honest it really helps with the problems.

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I walked through the halls, wanting to be early to class, because usually, I'm always late. But that was the thing I shouldn't of done. I should've never decided to come early...

I walked into class  E3 and I walked in on something that always ruins my day, everytime I see it, it just ruins everything. Especially when I'm in a happy mood, absolutely horrible. You know when you walk in on something? Like what? Walking in on your parents having...... You know what, forget I said that.

I walked into the class to find Storm making out with a girl, a completely different girl from yesterday, if I may add, that was on top of a table. And guess what? It was my desk. I feel like I have a curse....

I shut the door, making no noise at all so they didn't notice me. I walked a few classes ahead into the music room where there was a grand piano. I lifted up the lid and adjusted the microphone,

(Italics = Song)
(Bold = Thoughts)

(Play the song now)

I am the diamond you left in the dust
I started Crying
I am the future you lost in the past
I thought about what happened in the past and cried even more
Seems like I never compared
Wouldn't notice if I disappeared

You stole the love that I saved for myself
And I watched you give it to somebody else
He made that promise but I watched him break it
But these scars no longer I hide

I found the light you shut inside
Couldn't love me if you tried

Am I still not good enough?
What happened between me and you?
Am I still not worth that much?
Did I do something wrong?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
The pain you caused me...
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
You broke me yet I still smile for everyone...
Guess I'm still not good enough

Does it burn
Knowing I used all the pain?
Does it hurt
Knowing you're fuel to my flame?
Don't look back
Don't need your regrets
Thank God you left my love behind
Couldn't change me if you tried
Nothing could change me after what you did...

Am I still not good enough?
I doubt I'll ever be good enough for you...
Am I still not worth that much?
In my eyes, I'm nothing. In your eyes it's probably the same...
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
I really am sorry...
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough
I was never good enough in the first place...

Release your curse
It's not your curse, it's mine...
'Cause I know my worth
I really don't...
Those wounds you made are gone
Not in the inside...
You ain't seen nothing yet
Your love wore thin
And I never win
That's true...
You want the best
Doesn't seem like it...
So sorry that's clearly not me
I'm not the best am I?
This is all I can be

I noticed there was people in this room, since Nova started singing along with me.

Am I still not good enough?
I am good enough, just not for your sh*t
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm worth more than your life
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
My life's not that bad...
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
I'm smiling for my friends and family!
Guess I'm still not good enough
I am.

I heard applause and figured that my whole class was their due to the loudness,

"Who new Nashi and Nova could sing?" My friends and my twin brother, Lucas, stuck their hand up,

"Nashi. 10 Behaviour points for being 10 minutes late to class and a Name on Desk for defying school regulations. No touching music equipment without permission." I groaned and lowered my head in disappointment,

"Sir. In all honesty here, Dad said that every detention me or my brother get, he'll take off one of our birthday presents, which I'm saying now, is in 2 weeks. Mind taking off that Name on Desk? I've already got one NoD from this morning when I asked for a pencil, and I apparently disrupted the class." I asked, pleadingly, "And anyway, I was singing that song to let out all my emotions, that should be a good excuse because if I didn't do that I wouldn't be able to concentrate properly in class, you can call my parents to ask if that's true.... "

"Okay then? I'll make it 30 behaviour points...." Everyone was shocked at that, nobody, nobody at all could convince Mr. Dreyar to take off negative points, or even worse a Name on Desk. I have my ways.

I walked out of the music room, passing the heart-breaker. You know when everything goes slow motion? Yeah, that's what it felt like.

Honestly, I think I'm one of the unluckiest girls to have ever lived......

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