You changed me

Does this mean something?

Jai's POV

I was hovering over Brooke, her lips were so soft and sweet. I slowly broke apart helping her up, it became quite awkward then she finally broke the silence.

"Does this mean anything?" She suddenly questioned.

"I don't know, does it?" I questioned back.

"Jai I thought you hated me", she replied.

"Uh...well I did, but ever since.....the dare....something changed. My feelings towards you changed", I answered.

"Me too, but I can't go out with you", she breaks.

"What? Why not?" I asked.

"Your......well bad for me, you are those bad boys. No doubt your really attractive and I really want to be with you but.......your just bad for me", I replied.

"I was good once", I sighed.

I was about to tell Brooke why I had changed and why I am the boy I am. I haven't told anyone, not even my best bud....Trent.

"It all started last Christmas, before then I was good, did all my chores, I had respect for everyone. On Christmas eve my grandparents were on their way to ours, on their way they got into a big accident.....they were in hospital. I lost them, before they could pass they gave me my Christmas gift, it was this Ying yang necklace", I replied handing my necklace to Brooke. "Ever since then I became kind of depressed, then I just changed.....this is the only thing I have of them".

"Oh Jai, I'm so sorry", Brooke apologised.

"That's ok", I smiled.

"You can change back", Brooke suggested.

"I've gotten so used to this me, everyone has now", I sighed. "I'll try to though, for you. If I do change, would you go out with me?"

"We'll see", she smiled kissing my cheek and leaving.

I lay on the bed thinking about my life and the horrible things I've done, she's right, I can change and I need to. I jog down to see my mum.

"Mum?" I called.

"Yes Jai, what's wrong? Do you want money? Do you want a new phone?" She questioned.

"No, I don't want anything, well I want one thing", I replied.

"Oh um what is it", she answered in fear.

To think that my mum fears me, what have I done, she doesn't deserve any of this.

"Umm you know what never mind", I said and crawled back to my room.

"Jai?" Mum said at my door.

"Yes", I snorted.

"I wanted to tell you that's I have decided to move to America", she said.

"What! What the fuck mum, I'm not bloody moving!" I yelled.

"We have to there's no other ch- No! Get the fuck out! I don't want you here, you don't understand anything, I wish anyone else was my mother! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!" I shouted.

My mum was taken back by my words and shut the door as quick as possible, I heard sobs behind the door. I moved closer and heard clearly, I mad my mother cry. I walked over to my bed and slipped my headphones on......

I got up in the morning completely ignoring my mum, giving her death stares, she got teary a few times but I never did anything. I got dressed and went to school, I decided to act differently.

"Hey babe, how are you?" Beunka asked.

"Uh fine, and don't call me babe, we're not together", I said.

"But baby I miss you", she begged.

"I'm over you", I blandly replied.

"What?" She questioned in her bitchy tone.

"I'm over you", I repeated spitting in her face.

She stormed off and I walked to class, very one was shocked to see me in class. I wasn't, I took a seat next to Brooke bit I decided not to say a word.

"Ah Mr. Waetford......decided to finally join the class this year", Mr. Willow said.

He slowly marked the roll,he then gave us free time on the computers, instead I went up to Mr. Willow.

"Sir, I know I haven't joined the class but something strange happened, anyway I have cone to ask if there is any work for me to do?", I asked.

"Really, you want to do work? Well there is an essay that the class has just finished, you could that", Mr. Willow suggested.

"Ok I'll do the essay sir, thanks", I replied.

I got back to my seat and stared the essay.

End of the day

By the end of the day I got 3 essays and two question sheets to do, surprising I finished two essays I'm class, so I've now got one essay and two question sheets to do. I walked home getting ready to do my essay, I didn't see my mum anywhere so I assumed that's she was out, I went off and finished my essay, I then heard a thump from my mum's room. I walked into my mum's room to find my mum laying on the floor unconscious, I immediately dialled 000, I waited till the ambulance came and took her away, they didn't let me go, they instructed me to stay. As a good boy I listened and stayed.

Next day

I woke up and sudden heard someone unlocking the door, I ran down peeking, I walk towards the door hoping it was mum.

"Mum, Mum!" I yelled running to my mum giving her a hug. "Mum I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry for what I said to you the other day, I wouldn't anyone else to be my mum and I live you so much and I didn't mean anything I said. I Love you mum", I cried onto her shoulder.

"Oh Jai, I love you too", my mum cried hugging me.

"What happened to you, I was so worried", said wiping my tears away.

"Uh....I had a stroke", she said.

"Your lying, what happened?" I questioned.

"I had an OD", she sighed.

"What? Why?", I asked tearing up again.

"I was angry with myself, for not being the mother you wanted", she cried.

"Mum....your more than I've ever wanted, and I wouldn't trade you for anyone else, was it because of what I said to you?" I asked.

"Yes", I breathed out.

"So it's my fault, I could have killed you, fucking hell mum what is wrong with you, you can't do that, whether I say that of not you should know that you need to be by my side no matter what, I need you", I replied hugging my as tight as possible.

"What have you done to Jai", mum giggled.

"He came back", I cried hugging my mum even tighter.

I can't belive everything I put my mum through, I missed her so much and now I realise how much she means to me, I love her too much to change now.

(A/N)
Yeah sorry this is a chappy chapter, hope you somewhat enjoy it:) thanks guys♡