i haven't written in this since early september 😳😳
so i have a boyfriend now and i swear to god he is the absolute sweetest person i've ever met in my life. when i told him about me being ace, he was so nice about it and made me promise that i wouldn't go along with something that he's doing just to make him feel good and that i don't have to do anything i'm uncomfortable with. i love him so much i'm boutta marry this man. he works 14 hours away from me so we don't really get to see each other much, we spent every single day together from new year's day until the 11th. on the last day that he was here, he got me flowers 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺. the mans got daisies and pink carnations, bc pink anything and daisies are my favs. and we've facetimed every day since he had to leave again. he's so fuckin cute. he loves me so much, i don't know why but he does. last night he worked a fuckin 16 hour shift (he's a carpenter) and was talking to me for most of it since they didn't have to do much that day. he got home around 8am and called me before he went to bed and was being so cute. we talk to each other like we've been together for like 7 years already lmao. he was telling me what wedding dress he thought i would look best in and went into vivid detail about the hairstyle he thinks would look cute on me. i've never felt this way about a person before, i feel like i've known him my entire life and i wanna be with him forever. which sounds insane because we haven't even known each other for a month. i just love him a lot and i'm really really happy. i never thought i would meet someone like him, i'm really lucky.
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🥺🥺🥺 here is us being all cute last week. he looks at me like i'm the sun. i'm a happy boy.
anyway, happy new year even tho i'm multiple weeks late. i hope y'all have a good 2020
