The usual Rant

The popular kid crush.

Ok so I think we have all had this problem and if you havent then you are probably hom schooled or you are lying to yourself. Everyone loves a popular boy. Especially if they're cute. Then dayum go ahead gurl. Or Boy. :)

I hate though to actually get the attention of this heart crushing man is to either be popular or to already be friends with them. It is just soo annoying because like what if you aren't popular. All you can really do is wait. wait for yourself to get over that gorgeous child and that can take alot of time which can destroy your mind.

I also hate the fact that most the time that person is going to be a bitch. Those people are the worst because they always do something bad to you and all their friends laugh at you and then your just sitting there taking the shit because you like the kid. Like WTF guys stop being such a dick because you dunno whats going on inside my brain. Like what are you doing with yourself just go home.

The other annoying part is that you hardly see them. Like unless your friends with them then this rant is not really for you but thats ok because then you will learn something from this from how it feel in the other person perspective. and hey maybe you are the popular kid who people who have a crush on :)

So yeah about hardly seeing them, you always gotta be on the look out for them because you have probably never spoken to this person ever in your life and yes I do understand how you feel because quite frankly I have a similar problem expect hes not the popular douche bag hes just a higher rank than me and that shits me because I honestly think I could get into that rank hes in but hes friends with those kinda girls who kinda suspect everything and theyre kinda rude and plus he plays basketball at lunch and I dont wanna do that. Sure ill watch but I will look funny doing so because everyone elses boobs will be jiggling and looking fit and ill be sitting there like wow you are so pretty I cant catch a ball because I am supposed to wear glasses and I have bad hand eye coordination which is soo annoying in sport class.

I really just wanna be awesome at everything but not like show it off or anything but just so I can be able to more things like if I wanted to get with bae I just need good social skills which include talking to guys, sutly flirting with people, a good poker face and getting the other bitches out of the way politely. I also need good sport skills so then I can play basketball with bae but then still be able to socialize with him and maybe even become good friends with him.

That kinda gives me the idea of just practising throwing the ball around but I have nobody to do that with because if i did it with mum itd be weird but anyways, ill find a way.