Lost

Yoongi

I knew what would happen if I switched companies so soon the media would blow up. The headlines are crazy "STARZ ENT. And BIGHIT fight for the rookie producer!"

"BigHit first openly gay producer?"

"Netizens worry for BTS' safety with a gay producer in their company!"

"Has Producer Min Suga found his 'forever home?'"

I'm gay, I get it...but how did they find out. I mean yeah, I've hinted at it multiple times in songs of mine and I've been involved in dating rumors of both genders but I never came out as gay to anyone or at least it publicly. I can't think of any way they would have known.

Jeongukkie💞 is calling

"Hel-" Jungkook's voice is hoarse and shaky when he cuts me off with a breathless yelp.

"Hyung! Are you okay? Pdnim is talking to him right now! I hope it doesn't bother you."

"What?"

"One of the producers for the rookie groups leaked old messages between you two...you know Nathan? Or Lee KyoChang I think his name is..."

"K-Kyo? I- he's here?"

"Hyung I'm on way, what's the passcode,"

"4376, uh I'm fine though,"

***
"You like mint chocolate right? I brought some for us, the others hate it so it should still be there," When Jungkook came I wasn't really in my best state so he brought me home- we'll not my home but his. He says he planned to all along. He spent two hours after the texts were leaked getting ready.

"I do, but I don't want any right now...can I just have some water?" He nods quickly before dropping to the floor is digging around in his backpack, he pulls out a bottle of water. Quickly he untwists the cap an places the water to my lips. " I can drink on my own, but thank you... I really do appreciate it,"

"No ice cream...so hot wings and Ponyo?" I love Ponyo, and I love hot wings. I love mint chocolate ice cream. I love cuddling. I love all of this. I really like Jungkook too so even if he just came to give me a hug I'd be thankful.

"You're on a diet kook," he doesn't even worried. He looks me in my eyes and bites a wing. He eats the whole thing quickly before wiping his hands and mouth.

"We just can't tell Hoseok. I'll go to the gym in the morning and work extra hard."

"I don't wanna get you in trouble though,"

"Yoongi, I'm not gonna get in trouble, plus this isn't about me. I'm trying to make you feel better," he huffs sticking out his lip cutely.

"Okay, let's do it then," he laughs lightly before pulling his laptop onto the bed as he climbs under the covers with me. The air is cold but I can't feel they radiating off his body once he is finally settled in. The movies come to start and he pulls me closer. It's nice.

Though we hardly touch the wings. I don't even remember the movie just the heaviness of my eyelids and the warmth of Jungkook.