Oops! You're my forever [EXO CHEN'S FF] [revising]

III: His part

Chen's POV

First 3 year was a blast. T'was hard for me to cope up about everything, especially being her husband. I can't make any effort because she might leave and never come back.

I've read a lot books, about being a good husband & father. I knew, I was wrong. Especially, when she was pregnant.

I didn't took care of her. I let her to be independent, I mistreated her, and I felt bad about it.

Blazt asked me if I loved his mom, I answered, Yes. I do, since the day we've met. I became close-minded, because my personality changed because of her pathetic-ness. I'm willing to propose, but why did she propose? It's wrong. Very wrong.

I never regretted it. She thought, I'm not showing any effort, but I did. Who cooked the things she was craving for, Who bought her medicine when She's sick? I never showed her my efforts, I never went near her because, I know some pregnant girls hate the smell of their husband. We never did it because, I respect her and I know she not ready yet.

When I was ready, I started being a husband and father. But it seems like no use. It's worthless, pointless. Seven years had passed, I never left her side because I loved her and I need her. But; the moment she gave me the divorce papers, my world was crashed into pieces. Hurts like shit.

Everyday, every month, I'm thinking about my wife and my son, How are they? Do they eat the same time like me? Does she work so hard for our son? Does she suffer? Or does she remember me?

I want to kissed her or hugged her so tight. I want to marry her, but I have no guts to do it. Until, That day, I got rejected. Maybe, I'm too late or she's still clueless about everything. She's naive. I want my proposal to be Dejavu, where it all started.

I'm doing everything to get her back. There's no turning back. Aja! Fighting, Kim Jongdae.

Operation: Get Mrs. Kim Jongdae back. <3