Dear, Diary •Minsung• SKZ BOOK 1

I Am Sorry

10/01/19

Jisung's POV

After lunch, I went to my locker to see a note.

'Hey... I can't text you rn, so I'm writing to you and maybe we could meet at the hideout after school? We can go stargazing and stuff... I'll be waiting'

I read, it seems important. Or maybe his phone just died, but he could've just texted me from Changbin or anyone's phone though..?  I shrugged it off and just looked forward to after school.

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I was on my way to the abandoned building when my cellphone rang.

Dad is calling

I contemplated before answering. What could be so important now?

"Hello Dad"
"Son, come to Busan"
"Huh? I have plans with my friends though"
"You need to meet your baby sister"
"My what now?"
"Come before we take her with us to Malaysia"
"Alright alright I'm coming, why didn't you bring me to Malaysia too?"
"You went once, it wasn't good wasn't it? So we wanted you to stay in your hometown. Unless you want Jisoo to be here with you?"
"I would be happy to have her with me, I'll call you when I'm in Busan"
"Okay have a safe trip"

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They really had to call the exact time I was meeting Minho...  I do miss my parents and all, I have to meet Jisoo too... But what about Minho? I opened my messages and pressed his contact

Miknow🐈

Hey, sorry
I can't make it today
Maybe tomorrow?
I'll make it up to you ♥

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I closed my phone and texted Jeongin to wait for Minho just in case he didn't get my message. I hopped in the train and went to Busan..

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Minho's POV

I want to confess to Jisung before we move away. My mother told me that we have to move to another country. I need to tell Jisung before everything is too late, I want to, they'll close all my contacts of everyone, how rude right?

They took my phone away, I locked it and shut it off before they did though. I left a note on Jisung's locker, hopefully he'll take it as a sign that it's important. My baby is smart I know he won't let me down.

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I waited for hours, it was getting dark... I left the hideout and went through the abandoned building. No sign of any human here, only insects and gross stuff. I went to the gates, I saw Jeongin.

"Hey Jeong, what are you doing here so late?" I asked and he finally noticed me, he looked around and saw that it was already night time.

"I could say the same to you, Jisung couldn't make it, told me to keep an eye on you and tell you that his mom gave birth" Jeongin smiled sadly, he probably waited for me to come down so that he would tell me.

"Oh? Well congrats to them then..." I said almost quietly... Should I tell him? He did wait for me, and I need to tell someone, at least one person.

"Yeah, well let's go?" He asked, about to walk off before I spoke making him stop and look at me in shock.

"Jeong, I have to transfer schools" I said quickly and almost in monotone. My mom told me this so suddenly in the morning and I had to leave tomorrow. I couldn't do anything and they didn't tell me why.

"Where to?" He asked, sadness evident in his voice.

"Probably the states" I said and he hugged me, I hugged back.

"The heck?! I have to tell everyone, why didn't you tell us?!" He panicked, the guard was asleep and we were already outside, so no one could hear us except drunks, crazy people and strangers.

"Shhh, don't tell anyone please, even Jisung, tell them that you don't know" I said and he raised his eyebrow in confusion.

"Why?" He asked.

"Just... It's fine, I'll come back, tell them I'm going to be okay, but tell them you don't know anything else, just that I...lost my phone" I said and he seemed to think about it a bit more until he finally answered.

"Alright, but come back to us, Jisung is so gonna kill me" Jeongin said sadly and I just bitterly chuckled.

"Believe me he'll kill me too"

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Just as expected, no one was seeing us off. My relatives were in different countries, most are in the US so we were alone in the airport. "Come on Minho" Dad said in a cold tone and I just followed them towards the plane.

I'll come back Jisung. I will always, for you, don't forget that.