black coffee [2jae]

fall

only this chapter is in first person so pls dont click awayyyy

I remember the first time I laid my eyes on you. You were shining like a gold medal, bright like the sun. an angel, I thought. I felt myself drawn to you, a force magnetic, stronger than gravity. But like a black hole, I knew if I strayed too far I'd never get out, so I kept my distance. But like a fool I eventually gave in to my desires. We soon became inseperable. A bond stronger than blood brought us together, at least is what it was to me. Your laugh was intoxicating. Your eyes glowed brighter than any star. Your smile made my heart go wild. Your intelligence blowing me away everytime. I wanted to protect you, to wake up to your face next to mine, to tell you how beautiful you were every time you doubted it, to comfort you every time you felt like you werent good enough. I wanted to call you mine. I still remember the first time you cried in front of me, how scared and anxious you were. We had just debuted, and the manager screamed at you for messing up the choreography. The sheer terror in your eyes still haunts me to this day. You saw yourself as worthless. Of course, I didn't see that. I never want you to have to go through it again. I want to be by your side whenever you need me.

I love you.

But you'll never love me back.

Just like how I like black coffee and you dont.

I like boys, but you dont.