Whatever

S:7 E:13

Jackie POV

I don't how I hold me this last weeks. Since my last fight with Steven, I can't be myself. It's like a Wall that I créate, i don't know when and how. I feel protect and now I understand why Steven doesn't tell his feelings, it feels so well this.

My mom left again and Steven doesn't see a future with me, so I'm alone. Because I havent Friends, I'm in the group because I'm 'the girlfiend of' not because tehy like me. So when the producers of Chicago gave me a chance to get out of this place and have a future, well I haven't give them a answer but

And yes, I love Steven, but does he love me? Did he love me sometimes? Because I don't think so. I always want a charming prince taht fight for you and be with you and be rich and everything, but with Steven I only want Steven forever. And he can't give me that so maybe he's not the right for me. I don't tell anybody about Chicago because nobody interests of me. Before I think I can't let Point Place because I have a family, but seems like I couldn't let Point Place becasue I wanted a family taht don't exist.

Now, I'm driving Foreman's house to tell Steven and then everybody. But before, I want to ask him if he see a future with me because if he wants me, I can't leave him

(Jackie enter in the basemant with only Steven)

Steven & Jackie POV

There she is, like she hasn't just broke my heart and like she hasn't hide me that she will leave, but I have to act zen, remember.

S: Hi, how was the show?

J: Good, and you'll know if you've watched. And I have something to tell you about that

S: Come on Jackie, I don't have all day.

J: At first I want you to know that I wasn't looking for this, it just came to me.

S: Okay?

J: Some producers of Chicago have seen the show and they like me so much that they want m to have my own show there called 'Jackie's Show' and I could talk about everything.

S; So, that's it? You'll leave me for a TV show?

J: Steevn, this is my dream. But I don't give they an answer because I have someone here more important you. I have to make a choice: the work of my dreams or the love of my life. I know we have decided not talk about future, but my future is here Steevn and I can't stop him. So if I stay here with you I want to know my life Will change, that US have a future.

S: What I'm suppose to say Jackie? Do you want me to prpose you or something?

J: No, I only have this question: if yo think on your future, I'm there wih you?

S: I don't know

I don't know? I hoped a no or yes, but that? It seems like he doesn't care, it seems like his life with me doesn't change at all, like i don't change anything.

J: You don't know? So you don't care at all?

S: Whatever.

J: Well, so I have to tell everybody taht I'll leave

S: Whatever

I'm just so angry with her, what i'm suppose to do? It wont change anything, if I say the truth, that I don't see a future without her and I love her, she Will only burn me and laugh at me. I can't let that happens. So I just push her away, and with that I feel more secure.

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