13 reasons why preferences and imagines

Your Ruel song

Montgomery de Le Cruz
Younger

You and I used to walk the streets at night
Our parents didn't know, kept the TV going
And left on all the bedroom lights
And no, I haven't seen you since we lost all our innocence
You left me in the dark while you drink in the park
We'll never be the same again
You and me were so, so close
And maybe that's what hurts the most
It's out of my hands, I've done what I can
So I just save my breath
Deep in my heart, I know that it's over
Deleted your number so I can't call you
Call you my brother, the way that we used to
When we were younger, younger
I saw you just the other night
I didn't even recognize you
Find it kind of strange, I guess that people change
But I didn't expect you to

You and me were so, so close
And maybe that's what hurts the most
It's out my hands, I've done what I can
So I just save my breath
Deep in my heart, I know that it's over
Deleted your number, so I can't call you
Call you my brother, the way that we used to
When we were younger, younger
Tryna get in touch with you, I don't know where you've been
Have a conversation but you'll never let me in
I've tried, I've tried
I've tried with you a thousand times
Maybe I don't have to play the bad guy in the end
'Cause I've been tryin' hard enough to be a better friend
I've tried, I've tried
But we're out of time
Deep in my heart, I know that it's over
Deleted your number so I can't call you
My brother, the way that we used to
When we were younger, younger

You and Montgomery were always super close growing up and it was obvious to everyone that you were in love but then he started to hang out with Bryce when you got to 9th grade and ever since then he started to change and act differently.

Before he became friends with Bryce he was always sweet and kind and he would do anything for you. He started to ignore you and tried to ignore his feelings for you but no matter how hard he tried he would always smile when ever he sees you and he knows that no matter what he will always love you.

Scott Reed
Hard some times

I'm waking up my mind
I'm just trying to kill the silence
I'm ripping off the blinds
I'm just trying to let some light in
I've been on the road, I've been missing home
See it on my phone that the world back there
Keeps spinning 'round without me
I'm waking up my mind
I'm ripping off the blinds
Oh I (oh I)
Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes
But life (but life)
Just seems to happen right before my eyes
'Cause I feel like I'm not there
'Cause my head is up somewhere
Far away from all my friends
I just want that back again
Oh I (oh I)
Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes
It's hard sometimes
When I come off cold
I'm not doing it on purpose
You caught me in a hole
That I dig for myself when I'm nervous
I've been on the road, I've been missing home
See it on my phone that my friends back there
Got inside jokes without me
Oh woah
Don't mean to come off cold
I don't want to be alone
Oh I (oh I)
Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes (hard sometimes)
But life (but life)
Just seems to happen right before my eyes (before my eyes)
'Cause I feel like I'm not there
'Cause my head is up somewhere
Far away from all my friends
I just want that back again
Oh I (oh I)
Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes (hard sometimes)

Even though he hangs out with the jocks and gets to play baseball Scott never feels like himself unless you are with him.

When he is with his friends he is a total different person and likes to keep quiet most of the time. He misses what they were like before they all became bully's and rapists.

Whenever he needs to get away from it all you are there for him and he always runs into tour arms and rants about what's happening and how he feels.