day #1- I woke up feeling like a mess. I hate the world.
day #2- I showered but I was too tired to brush my hair.. maybe tomorrow.
day #3- tomorrow can be better..
day #4- my eyes burn from crying so much but it's all I do
day #5- i lost myself
day #23- I forgot about this.. all I do is wake, die, cry, and sleep
day #24- just a repeat of yesterday
day #38- am I an animal? I didn't mean to hurt anyone.
day #39- I thought about suicide but never acted on it.
