larry fluff ~ one shots

anorexia

Summary: Louis never felt good enough for Harry. He knows Harry loves him but he can't help but not feel good enough.

I'm going to put a warning anyway. Louis does have an eating disorder in this. It will take you through the thought process behind it so if this is a touchy topic for you, please don't read it. Thank you!

Please read the authors note at the bottom please!!! ♡ ♡ ♡

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Louis looks in the mirror. He is standing in his boxers as his eyes rake over his body.

His over defined cheekbones.

The big, blue, innocent eyes

His collarbones sticking straight out.

His visible ribs.

His boney legs.

He looks closely at everything and finds more and more that is wrong with every part.

His chubby cheeks.

The huge dark circles under his eyes.

His awkward shoulders with horrible posture.

His protruding stomach.

His Thick thighs.

It all sticks out to him and brings tears to his eyes. He moves over to the scale and steps on.

160 lbs

The tears fall from his eyes. He gained three pounds. He brings out his journal and writes down what he's eaten today.

Morning:
- a cup of green tea
- bowl of strawberries

Lunch:
- salad

Dinner:
- grilled chicken
- broccoli

Snacks:
- toasted almonds

Weight:
- 160 lbs

He finishes writing it all down and looks it over. He decides that he shouldn't eat lunch anymore, thinking it's the least important meal and also decides to cut out any snacks.

He closes the journal and puts it back into the drawer. He puts back on his sweater that is now falling off his shoulder and looks three sizes too big. He brings his jeans up his legs and watches how they fall low off his hips.

This isn't enough though. He can still see the fat on his stomach and legs. He just bought the wrong size. He'll just have to go back out shopping.

He walks out of the bathroom and into his and Harry's shared bedroom. He sits on the bed and goes to look through twitter.

Harry isn't home yet, having to do some recordings for a few songs on their new album.

As he's scrolling through, he sees all the models and their gorgeously, toned bodies and long legs. Their faces perfectly defined and beautiful, flawless hair.

You'll never look like them.

You're too fat.

Just stop eating so much and the problem will be fixed.

As he continues to scroll through, the thoughts continue to run through his mind. He ends up getting angry and roughly puts his phone down and move to his closet to get changed.

He decides on wearing one of Harry's shirts that completely swallows him and leaves on his boxers underneath. He adds fluffy socks onto his feet and heads to the living room to sit on the couch.