(5 months later) November 3 ,2007 niki zong
dear diary Natero is getting out of jail and coming back home its been 5 months since the cops came and took him away I am 2 months pregnant and having a girl i think I'm going to name her June but first I have to gain the confidence and gut to tell Natero that he got me pregnant. I hardly have any money without. Natero he has a job that pays him 50$ an hour we should be rich but of course I spend the money on things we actually need but Natero he spends it on those prostitutes always at the end of the corner to have sex with when I'm not in the mood. I wonder why I want break up with him and move out its only about money and my baby that is coming. I don't want my daughter to grow up without a father
- Kiki zong =)
it's morning time and I had just awaken myself from my dreams of Natero beating my baby and killing her the worst nightmares always make me wake up crying. I hear a knock on the door my body tense waiting to hear the next knock I finally jump out of bed to take a look I open the door guess who it is Natero he reaches over and grabbes my waist tight along with a soft lipped kiss I start to cry tears of joy and nervous tears too I think about telling Natero about the baby but I pause paralyzed with nervousness but then I tell him in these exact words “Natero im pregnant with a baby girl and it's your"
he pauses and then starts to cry then reaches back out to hug me after about an hour he mutters something something I cannot believe ( LETS HAVE SEX)
I shout back no he then stands up tall and goes in the kitchen he comes back with a knife and stabs me in my stomach I scream and shout next thing you know Natero is waking me up shaking me it was all a dream I still didn't tell him I was pregnant but he did come home. Natero squeezes me in his arms
saying " it's okay it's okay". I get up and go down stairs so I could cook breakfast I call his name and he comes down stairs licking his lips and we both start to laugh I was happy for awhile but then I got paralyzed with nervousness again I can't take this so I hurry the stove then place the crisp bacon and eggs on two plates and I have a seat .
"Natero I I I'm pregnant with your baby" I say, Natero gets up and smile then reaches over the table and kisses me he jumps around the house bouncing off of walls and saying yes over and over
with joy then I think to myself he's taking this very well.
(4 months later) niki is in labor Natero is rushing her down the hospital hall and shouting "where is room 455 for women in labor" nobody answers but a doctor takes niki's wheelchair in hand and rushed her to a labor room.
