She's it the one I want to share this journey of life with and go on 2AM adventures with and just drive around this small town with and get to know her more and her life story. She has her insecurities like everyone else but I tell her I love her regardless because she has no flaws but she doesn't see it that way.
Her eyes she's insecure about as if there something wrong with them but they have this sparkle this twinkle in them that just makes them so amazingly gorgeous and beautiful and stand out in a crowd :) she's one of a kind .
Artistic that describes her perfectly she is very unique in art has a good steady hand and can keep her hand still and even when drawing these amazing landscapes, people,etc. she's amazingly artistic and incredible in so many thing and smart she never fails to amaze me.
Friendship is something to cherish and I'm grateful for our friendship I'd pick us being friends then nothing any day of the week she's sweet and caring,gentle with one person.
Regret I regret making her feel guilty about my feelings she is such a kind hearted person and I pushed her away with my aggression and emotions now I'm just here alone watching her be happy with someone new that someone should be me.
But sadly shes in the arms of another and now I just sit here and suffer in silence but guess what I got what I deserved
- J 🚶🏽
