Pt:1 I want a fresh start something new somewhere I can just be me no questions asked about my background and just finally be free from my past. But your past always will come back to haunt you and that's what I'm getting I'm hoping this move will be a good thing for me because it may not seem like a big deal but it is when you been in the same place since birth and now you just decide to pick up and go.
Pt:2 Today I did something dumb I told my crush I was in love with her and sent her a letter and everything. Why ? Because I'm love sick 🤕 and well anyway she turned me down and she said we can't even be friends sadly. It breaks my heart really because she's such a sweetheart and I would want the opportunity to show her that I can love her unconditionally and treat her amazingly but hey life just doesn't work like that. Now I'm sitting at 10:14 PM on a Friday heartbroken but life's like that you don't always get your happy ending.
I've always fallen in love and I always end up getting myself hurt 😔 but my fault for getting my hopes up life's a bitch and I've always end up getting hurt and it's the reason why I wish god would just tell me what I'm doing wrong but idk well till next time I guess
- J 🚶🏽
