𝗱𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝘆 | lee felix

eight

hyunjin carried me to the house I used to live in with him and got me some ice from where felix accidentally slapped me. "are you okay baby? did that mean man hurt you?" he said as he held the ice up to my cheek. "hyunjin i- we need to talk.."

hyunjin looked into my eyes.. looking back at his eyes i remembered all the good times we had together.. all the amazing memories.. but i can't love him.. not as a boyfriend.. only as a friend.. i don't want to lose my best friend. i cried remembering everything.. i'm gonna miss you hyunjin.

"i- felix was my first love.. and he affected me so much that i- i can only see him as my true love.. i tried to love you.. and i really did think i loved to but when i saw felix a couple weeks ago.. all the feelings came rushing back.. i'm so sorry hyunjin but i only love you as a friend.." i sobbed as he just stared at me.

"y/n... i just.. can we have one more day.. one last day... i need you to be mine even if it's only just a day longer.. please y/n" he cried and pulled me in a hug. i nodded. "okay.. i would love one last day with you" he held me so tight until we both fell asleep.

the next day hyunjin took me to all our favorite places, we got ice cream, had a picnic and went star gazing.. it was so much fun. we got home and hyunjin kissed me passionately but i could barely kiss back. "is this officially our last kiss..?"

hyunjin looked into my eyes hoping for a different answer as I nodded. "i'm so sorry hyunjin.." he sighed and looked disappointed. "welp worth a shot... can we still be friends though?" i smiled and hugged him. "of course you're my best friend"

he smiled back at me but i could see the tears in his eyes. "goodnight hyunjin.. thank you for the amazing day.." he bit his quivering lip to hold back tears. "n-no problem y/n g-goodnight" he waved as i walked to my house.

hyunjin perspective
i watched her walk away finally letting the tears fall. "she didn't even kiss back" i whispered to myself and I walked inside. i let my back slide down the door as I hugged my knees and cried...

"i wish i could've made her love me.. but we're officially over..." i looked at pictures of us... "goodbye y/n... i'll miss waking up to see your face.. i'll miss you as my girl" i sobbed and looked at my phone.