𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞 | ʲⁱᵏᵒᵒᵏ

10

jungkook felt the fresh breeze playing with his hair and making his ears freeze. even though he was wearing a big winter coat it was incedible cold. so cold that he could see his own breath.

the young man narrowed his eyes and felt some tears running down his chin but he wasn't crying, the wind forced him to. jungkook looked around. he was standing on a cliff. it was a very high cliff but he could still hear the sound the waves were making when they met the shore.

jungkook breathed in deeply and tasted the salty air. in summer it was a beautiful place but now it was middle of the winter and hella cold. the brown haired cuddled more into his coat. there was still no single person in sight.

after jungkook got the message from his ex girlfriend she told him to meet her at the place they kissed the first time. and now there he was, two hours away from home on a cliff.

jungkook already waited for half an hour but younghee hasn't shown up yet. was he worried? no, definetely not. he didn't care much about her, the only thing he cared about now was that jimin wasn't involved with his problems.

it was his fault that their relationship was like that, he just couldn't stand himself when he agreed to fuck with his student. if he'd known the concequences he probably wouldn't have done it.

but now it was too late. it wasn't a little secret anymore, it was a very very big secret. and even though jungkook should regret his actions he just couldn't. he couldn't deny his feelings towards jimin.

it drove him crazy because he knew that should be the worst thing he'd ever done but somehow it wasn't. the male sighed and decided to walk a little bit because he was freezing.

he climbed over a few little rocks and jumped on the sandy ground. jungkook slowly walked along the beach. the usual blue sky was now grey and cloudy. it looked like it was going to rain soon.

jungkook's feet were sinking into the soft ground when the sand gave in. the brown haired imagined last summer when he came there with his roommate namjoon. it was a beautiful summer day and the sun was shining warmly.

even though the sand felt warm under his bare feet the water was cold. but it didn't matter to jungkook. this place was really one of his favorits. sometimes when he needed time for himself he came there, sat down and watched the waves.

jungkook was so deeply into his thoughts that he overlooked something laying on the ground and stumpled. a little bit confused he turned around but it was just a grey stone, barely visible in the sand.

the man got up but then sat down next to the stone. some seagulls were flying over jungkook and he threw his head back to observe them. the seagulls were now flying towards the horizon. jungkook asked himself where they were heading to.

were they going to fly south to find a warmer country where they could stay in winter, or did they just discover a fisher boat? suddenly jungkook wished to be a seagull too, because then he had no boundaries, no rules and he could just do whatever he wanted to. a bird's life seemed so easy.

they didn't have to worry about anything. as a bird jungkook could be free. he could just fly away whenever he wanted to.

a little smile showed up on jungkooks lips when the seagulls outlines were about to fade. he really wished to be reborn as a bird. but then suddenly, long after the seagulls were gone, he remembered where he was and why he was there.

the present had caught up with him again and he stood up quickly to return to the cliff.

when jungkook reached the place he waited at first there was already a person standing backwards to him. jungkook immedialtely recognized the features. it was younghee, his ex girlfriend.