Wonders (Jisung's FF)

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Opening my blog, I started typing.

I always wonder... Is it okay to have such thoughts? Is it okay to have a weird bucketlist?

Clicking on the 'publish' button, the web loaded for a while before it actually posted.

Not even for a while, someone commented.

User1: is it that weird?

Ignore.

User2: bruh, doubt yours any weirder than mine. I wanna suck everyone's toes.

A reply to User2: ew wtf

User2: Just kidding 😂 mine is just simple. I want to have a boyfriend which is impossible... Hahah

Ignore.

After what it felt like eternity, scrolling through useless comments, one caught my eyes.

Anonymous: nah, it's not. I have a lot of thoughts about my bucketlist as well. I won't say what are the things that I really wanna experience here. PM me if you are interested in knowing.

The pointer hovering over the user's profile, it went to his or her profile and I clicked on the message button.

I figured... What could be weirder than mine?

I typed into the box and send it.

"Hey, I saw your comment and uhm, I'm actually intrigued to know what you were thinking."

Seen.

Furrowing my eyebrows as the person only left me on read, I scoffed.

Why did I even-

*beep*

Anonymous is typing...

"Hey. That's a first. But I gotta warn you though. It really is weird."

Lips pursing, I typed a reply.

"It's fine, really. Just to make you feel comfortable to say anything. I'll tell you what mine is. Is that okay?"

Anonymous is typing...

"Yeah, sure :)"

Taking a deep breath as nervousness crawled up to me. I finally confessed.

"I want to know... How it feels like to be loved..."