Maybe I'm Not As Straight As I Thought....

Chapter Four

Sorry I havent updated lately. Been busy with school and stuff. I even started a new story! Yay! Anyway lets get to *drum roll* CHAPTER FOUR!
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Lucas gaped at me.

"Did you really just do that?" He asked.

I didnt answer.

Jonah. Jonah was our new neighbor.

I could cry.

Carter just looked at me with a questioning look on his face as Lucas brushed past me and opened the door.

"Please excuse our son's rudeness, Mr. and Mrs. Gosling", Lucas said, clearly embarrassed.

I blushed,"Sorry".

Mrs. Gosling just smiled kindly at me.

"It's quite alright dear, no harm done".

Mrs. Gosling was a pretty lady. Black hair cut so that it was a little past her shoulders, sparkling light blue eyes and a floral blue dress to match.

Mr. Gosling wasn't bad looking either. Buzz cut and a little shorter than Carter.

He was wearing a black shirt that fit his muscles and dark jeans.

I saw him sizing up Carter, warily.

Carter looked unfazed  as he wrapped his arms around Lucas, casuing him to blush but not push Carter away.

I saw Jonah smirking at me from the corner of my eye.

I refused to meet his gaze or even look at him.

I only allowed myself to look at him when his back was facing me.

My eyes roamed over his attire.

His dark blue, silky dress shirt fit his muscles perfectly. His sleeves were rolled up to his elbows, making him look even more intriguing.

The black dress pants made his butt look scrumptious.

I gritted my teeth at the embarrassing thought and followed them to the dinner table.

By the time everyone had gotten seated, there was only one more seat left.

Right. Beside. Jonah.

Damn it all to hell.

I sat on the very edge of my seat as we ate.

Small talk was made.Cooking, sports, school. The usual.

Turns out Jonah is a straight A+ student, excelled in sports and, not a suprise, gay.

"Mr. Thomas, may I use your bathroom?" Jonah asked.

Lucas blushed. "Please call me Lucas, and yes. Devy, show him where the bathroom is".

Mrs. Gosling giggled,"Devy? That is just the cutest thing".

I blushed and hurried of the dining room. Stupid nickname.

"This is the bathroom, now if you would excuse me", I said nervously, trying to side step Jonah.

Jonah blocked my path and pushed me into the bathroom, shutting and locking the door behind him. Shit. Not this again.

He gently psuhed me up against the wall and kissed me. I melted, kissing him back.

Realization of what was happening hit me like a ton of bricks and I shoved him away.

"Im straight", I started to say, keeping my voice low incase anybody downstairs heard me.

"I don't like you and never will, so stop touching me and doing whatever. Just leave me the hell alone. I'm not a faggot like you!"

It slipped out in anger before I could stop it.

The lights were off so I couldn't see his face, but the tension growing in the air was thick.

Guilt instantly washed over me.

I opened my mouth to apologize, but Jonah was already out the door.

I caught a glimpse of his face. His jaw was clenched and his eyes were dark.

I felt like such an asshole standing there. What in the fuck had I done?

I went downstairs but Jonah was gone.

"Where's Jonah?" I asked quietly, my voice barely above a whisper.

Mrs. Gosling smiled sadly at me,"He went home, said he wasn't feeling all that well".

Because of me.

I didn't say that, but nodded instead.

"Me neither. I'm just gonna go to bed now", I said, running upstairs quickly.

I changed into my pajamas and crawled under the comforters. I felt the tears coming and didn't stop them. They ran down my face, staining my pillows.

I had hurt Jonah.

I was confused.

And I didn't know what to do.

For the first night in years, I, Devin Thomas, cried myself to sleep.
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No pictures today sorry.
I might post a preview of my new story and you guys can decide if i make it an actual book.
This was a long chapter so you better thsnk me for the blood sweat and tears.
Love ya.