Chapter 2

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"Hey s-s-stan" i hug back and my cheeks stain red. "Why don't we go do something?" The curly haired boy said in that same amazing voice, I nodded in response. I don't know why boy I was never able to say no to him.

He grabbed my hand and whipped my tears, which made me somewhat happy. He put a soft blindfold over my eyes then lead me some where, we walked at least a mile. When I took the blind fold off I was with Beverly "what..what are we doing here?" I asked quietly "on a date silly" she giggled. My heart immediately dropped.

Why was I on a date with a girl?! If anything I wanted to be on a date with Stan...wait no! I can't be gay..this is probably for the best. I put on a fake smile "oh ok!" I giggled.

The whole date was just us talking until...she grabbed me and pushed our lips together into a deep kiss. I didn't want to hurt her, she was my best friend so i melted into the kiss. She tasted like smoke and I hated it, she was beautiful and amazing but I'd never like her this way.

I broke the kiss as soon as I saw Stan, "I need to go" I ran off as fast as my legs could take me, I ran so fast I couldn't breathe but my legs wouldn't stop running. I felt streams going down my face again, streams of tears...I loved that boy! I wanted him more than anything in this world but..I didn't want to be a "fag" or gay but I wanted him more than I didn't want that. 

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