How to find a real lover

When i started to change

My POV
I woke up in pain finding out I was in a hospital bed lying there because I was in a coma for several months. I was terrified at the thought that a tiny bullet could hurt you so much I cried a little but, really happy to see that my friend's had visited me when I was unconscious. Since I was only a teenager I still go to school I will be starting college soon since I'm very smart for my own age but then I met someone special that I never really thought I would meet.

After starting school again I finally realized I was more free I didn't have to be trapped inside studying online I could go with my friends and actually go back to school. I was really happy but, then suddenly I saw my ex with another girl him looking at me completely terrified, and then he begged me to make sure his mother was alive I called my father the day after and asked him about his mother. My father responded that " the bitch is dead i stop paying her life support and I finally am suing The damn asshole who shot you for millions of dollars" he said happily. " wow Dad that's awesome finally he gets what he deserves" I say looking evil like always. " hey..... i'm sorry to tell you this but my dad stopping your mom's life support since you shot me in the leg and also cheated on me with another person since your mom is dead already finally you can get the fuck out of my house" I said not regretting it at all. The girl very surprised looked at him and said wait so this was your girlfriend I can't believe it you lied and now your mothers dead because of you I am leaving you I was already cheating on you from day one" she said with a smile she left him with rage he fell to the floor but had tears flowing from his face. I can't believe it she's really dead he cruel I am a horrible person and I don't want to be with a person that hurts me" he looks at me I leave with my smile and my new amazing body ( hint: it's been month's since the break up so I decided to work out he always wanted me to have a chubby cute body but then suddenly I wanted to go to the gym and finally become skinny like I was I had an amazing body and he wanted me back) me and my friend Sadie to go to the coffee shop to study for a little bit but then I realize a familiar face no way......!!! It was my childhood best friend!!!! I ran up to him but suddenly I realized how attractive he was plus I had feelings for him for a while.... I greeted him hoping he remembered who I was to my surprise he remembered me and I was totally amazed at his features. I stared at my lips for the longest time and I looked at him and smiled he confesses his feelings to me and said that he had a crush on me since we were kids . I looked at his face his Beautiful brown eyes silky dirty blonde hair chiseled features pinkish lips I was in love with him . Really I was!!! Soon we got to know each other again and it's been months and I am totally happier now. We moved in together and now I'm 19 years old and he is my boyfriend and I love him one day though he came home from work and acted weird. I was cooking in the kitchen and I could feel warm hands around my waste it felt so nice and soon after dinner he got out of the shower and pinned me to a wall I wondered why he did that

You will find out very soon.....