Repressed

Codependent

We were toxic for each other.
We should have left so much sooner.
But we were too afraid to leave the comfort of our familiarity.
We were best friends.
Lovers.
But I was overly controlling.
And you were mentally abusive.
Your lack of emotion made you stronger.
You managed to leave me.
I spiralled and so did you.
You held me captive to you.
There was no love left in you.
Yet I had to stay.