The Only Reason || L.D

Chapter 1

WARNING: SUICIDE (sorta)

"What is it like to be broken?"

"Its like your alive, but your not"

******Stellla******

The lyrics kept running through my head

'Crying on her own because she feels like a dieses'

I reached my hands up to my face and wiped away my tears.

Standing up i brushed the dirt of there back of my jeans and walked to class.

'all of her friends say that shes ok but the pain that she feels wont go away'

"You alright Stel?" my friend Mia asked

I nodded and faked a smile just as the teacher walked in

******After Class******

Words were being yelled at me from every direction and i was trying my hardest not to cry in front of these people.

Before i could think about what was happening i was pushed up against a wall, i felt a hand come in contact with my cheek and i cried out in pain.

I lost count of how many times i was kicked in the stomach before 'she' walked away.

Slowly i picked myself up of the ground and began limping out the doors.

After what felt like forever i reached the cliffs, i always went here to think,cry, sing.

I did everything there.

'would anyone miss me if i left?' i asked myself

'would they cry?'

'would they care'

Soon i was crying... again.

Each second i took one more step to the edge until i couldn't go any further expect down.

I sucked in a deep breath and exhaled it seconds later.

Time to go i thought

Just as i was about to jump a small gasp came from behind me

"please don't jump" he cried

He took afew more steps closer to me and reached his hand out for me to take.

"Please don't, just think about the people who love you and need you, i want to help"

I looked down and back up at him again, his dark brown eyes staring into mine.

Without thinking i reached my hand out and took his, he pulled me closer so i was rapped up in his arms.

"I will help you" he whispered