𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞. || chanlix ✔️

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(chan's p.o.v)

"your ex?"

"yeah.." that must hurt.. i looked down on the ground, regretting what i said. "dude it's okay." i still felt guilty over saying it, "but i asked you.. can i make it up to you, by lunch?" i asked him, slowly looking up. "oh, about that. felix asked me already.."

felix asked him. felix. asked. then i can ask if i can join! and then i'll see him! up in front, and see his freckles! and his—

"dude you there? chan-hyung!" i shake my head out of the daydream upon han calling me, "h-huh? oh sorry jisung, didn't really hear you." i sheepishly smile at him "please snap out of your gaydreams." uh what? gaydreams? i am definitely not gay. or am i? but, i also like girls, no it's wrong—

"hey!" he snapped right in front of me. "o-oh sorry.." footstep are heard approaching us "hey sung!" oh no. "oh hey lix."

*ba-dum*
*ba-dum*
*ba-dum*
*ba-dum*

it's felix. "oh. channie-hyung." he called me channie. "h-hello f-felix." damn it, i stuttered. he'd probably think i'm dumb...

(felix' p.o.v)

after class i went to find jisung, 'cause i promised him to buy lunch. wonder where he is.. ah there, with channie-hyung..? "hey sung!" i approached them flinging my backpack, "oh hey lix." chan looked up to see me.

"oh. channie-hyung." i just stare flat at him. "h-hello t-felix." did he just stutter? the fearless bad boy, in college just stutter? how cute! wait, i think it's cute? nah, that's probably nothing.

anyways. "s-so uh, let's go?" i didn't want to waste my time here any longer, "wait! can he come with us?" he looked at me with his squirrel like eyes. how can i not say no? "sure!"

as we walked i could see channie-hyung blushing. did i do this? what did i even do? no way.. this bitch? like me? he is too dark and not readable. "heyo!! isn't my best aussie friend!"

a blond haired canadian yelled after me. "oh mark! long time no seen!" i run up to him and gives him a hug, "mark lee you bitch!!" welp, here comes the full sun. "donghyuck-hyung!" i look to the right and see channie-hyung and jisung confused.

"oh sorry, guys this is mark and donghyuck, but he is known as haechan." he responded bitterly, "yeah, i know." is he mad? "where is the rest of you guys?" jisung asked. "they are already in the cafeteria." mark said.

i was in my own world thinking about today, while jisung conversed with mark and donghyuck. but i get distracted when i see channie-hyung kinda sad..?

i turn to channie-hyung. "what's with the sad face?" i ask him, tilting to the side wondering why the long face, "oh nothing.." i stand up straight flinging my backpack again. "come on, it is something!" seconds after he said, "i just feel uncomfortable around people i don't know.." with out thinking twice, i held his hand.

"this is a one time thing, okay? don't get me wrong."

(chan's p.o.v)

he is holding my hand. i look up, surprised by his actions. i gladly intertwined our hand as we walked down to the cafeteria.

when we arrived at the cafeteria, uh people was screaming..?

felix was clearly uncomfortable with the situation, so i do my best to 'shield' felix from the crowd. "hey lixie, you okay?" he just nodded in responds. "you don't really look okay. you're really pale right now." silence.

"should we go outside?" he nodded rapidly, wanting to go outside. "you guys can go, imma take felix outside for some air." i said, still not letting go of felix.

♾

"you okay now?" i asked softly, as we sat on a bench, outside on the rooftop. "y-yeah.. but.." "something wrong, love?" i asked him worriedly. "that." beat. i look at him confused, then i realized what i said. "oh, sorry. i tend to call people pet nicknames.. kinda a habit."

"no, no. it's just.. why are you so nice to me? aren't you the schools bad boy?" my mouth went numb. to be honest lix, i don't know. i just have this feeling to protect you, to care for you, to make you happy, and to make you feel loved.

what are you doing to me?

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this is so rushed omfg
ok imma yeet bye
- n.

edit: THIS IS SO CRINGE WTF HELP 🧎