My BDSM life ~♡~ ziam

chapter 7

Zayn POV
Once we had got back to the other we decided it would be a cool idea to make a fire as the light was going and the temperature had dropped.

"Okay well I think all the doms should be the ones to get the firewood"Josh said, it was the first time I had seem Josh and Niall together, they seemed to click so well, and it seemed that Josh treated niall like an equal more then a sub, but from the incident earlier I'm keeping my mouth shut, I don't want to mess anything up for the others.

Even thou I had agreed to give Liam another chance his words still stayed in my head, I dont think we got off to the best start, but I'm hoping we can work throw it, like the headmaster said we weren't going to be allowed to change doms or subs, leaving us with each other or going home, after how hard it was to get here I don't wanna go home after giving up to easy or early.

"I agree" Harry said standing up from where he was cuddled into Louis he had him pulled between his legs with his arms wrapped around his collarbone and his head resting on his shoulder, Louis was holding onto his forearms looking very happy, they were a story pair, harry towered over louis but Louis's attitude was bigger then harry, althou it seemed wired to me that a sub could be so sassy and get away with it, harry seemed to have control over the whole thing, he let louis be who he was and that was a sass queen but that doesn't mean louis wasn't a sub at heart, he seemed lost when he wasn't around harry or when he didn't have someone else to take control.

The only pairing that seemed to have more problems them me and Liam was Ashton and Michael, they just seemed off, well if I was being 100%honest Michael seemed off, ashton was lovely.

I had my thoughts and worries about him, the way he treated Ashton just seemed completely wrong, he didn't seem to care about him at all today on the beach spending most of his time talking to josh and niall leaving Aston to do what he wanted, which Ashton didn't seem to mind, until Ashton started talking with harry ans louis, Michael had stormed over to him, told harry that he wanted to go to the toilets that where just a little away, and dragged Ashton away, I don't know if that's because it was a rule that Ashton and Michael might have, that Ashton had to be in his sight at all times, or maybe never to far away in public, maybe even that Ashton was being used under the chamber pot kink maybe Ashton had.

Truth being I didnt think it as any of theses and Michael was just jealous, but who knows, I know Iv been wrong before and it should have lead to a couples break up.

I thought about bring my worrys up to Liam he would know more then me and it would be his place to ask, imagine if I asked a sub questioning a doms actions it would me humiliating for the dom and I know it would end well for me even if I had a friends beat interes at mind, the safes way would be to tell liam but I couldn't right now, things where rocky and what he said before about me wanting to mess up everyone's relationships hurt a lot, I couldn't have him thinking that was true, because it wasn't I want them all to have an amazing time at this school, I just also don't want them having to go throw things I had too.

I tried shaking theses thought of my past from my head I didnt want to think about them now or ever again, I feel liam move from beside me, I looked to him and gave him a reassuring smile which he returned.

"You stay put of trouble" he told me before leaving with the other, they where heading for the woods on the other side of the small beach, the woods helped hide away the school, not that it was illegal to have a school like this everyone was there of their own free will and wanted to be there, everyone has a contract with the school stating that, its was because not everyone was so accepting of the lifestyle people like my dad and worst people, it was hired for the safety of everyone inside its walls.

"So, how everyone being" louis asked he was very confident and it kinda rubbed off on you the more you were around him.

"Really good actually, I was kinda worried them I saw i was paired with josh, I thought he looked too much like a lads lad, you know, but hes actually really sweet we get along well and he doesn't treat me like a toy or something he owns" niall told us with a bright smile, he really liked josh it was clear, they had a very fiendish vibe to there relationship but that's how all the best start.