Every kiss starts with Kay

XII- The taken seat

After everyone got their autographs we went back to our seats. Luckily so many people have left since they thought the con was over. But my girls and I are waiting, hoping that the cast will tell us goodbye one last time… and because so many people left their seats they didn’t check where you sat anymore. Our new gang are all sitting on the second row and waited for so long. Maybe they are too busy signing autographs? Maybe they will directly head back to their hotels because they are too exhausted?

Sooner or later the host of the Fairy Tales II con came out and tell us to cheer for the lovely cast, so we did. They all came out and waved at the smaller crowd than before. Lana took the microphone in her hand and thanked us all for coming and for making this day a memorable one she will always keep in her heart. I felt exactly like Lana, this will always be a memorable day, the best in my life. Robbie stood there, all cute next to Jared and was looking at the floor he seemed to be unhappy, I want to do something to get his attention but I can’t come up with anything. Sean takes the microphone and thanks us all for the gifts we gave them. I was wondering if Robbie had opened the Starbucks cup. Then they all waved and the stage was all empty, like I felt empty.

I said goodbye to all my lovely friends since I had to leave to catch the last train to come back to my sister and the apartment. I run the fastest I can, letting in all the oxygen I need. I can’t miss this train. I CAN’T miss this train. To distract myself I’m mumbling the small letter I gave to Robbie over and over again. “Hi Robbie, this was the best day of my life, meeting the person that changed my life, meeting the boy that really shown me that reaching your goals are possible. You are so talented, and I bet everyone says that to you. But it’s not just that, you are shining like a star you never want to stop watching. I was hoping we actually could meet after the con to talk. I’m taking the last train at 10 pm so we will have to meet before that to take a Starbucks or something, or we won’t meet at all. I also left my twittername in the cup. I really admire you and we probably won’t meet again. Bye Robbie, your Swedish girl.”

I’m such an idiot, hoping he could meet me after the con and take a Starbucks. I was literally laughing at myself but I felt the pain in my whole moving body, not because I was running or because my heart was pounding like crazy. Because I was so hurt falling a boy I didn’t even know, for a boy that I can’t have, I was falling for Robbie Kay. I’m such an idiot.

I finally arrived to the train station and there was seven minutes left. I smiled at myself as I’m putting my messy hair in a ponytail. As I started to go to the train I felt tears in my eyes and this time it wasn’t for the pain but for happiness. That I actually took this opportunity to go to Paris, meet Robbie and get the best friends I could ever ask for. This was the best day of my life and I could only think for one more wish, but I know it was too good to be true anyway.

I get on the train and as I sit down on one of the really worn seats as I take up my phone to listen put on Ed Sheeran’s “Photograph”, and to look at all the photos we took today, so many sweet, happy memories. As I was scrolling throw the pictures I heard the door closing. It was like the door separated me and the life I wanted. “Goodbye”, I whisper as my eyes were filled with tears again. Then the train was moving and I was trying to not move so much since it was kind of crowded. My bag was really heavy since I bought so much merchandise so I putted my bag on the seat next to me. I was giggling at the crazy photos I took we the gang. “Excuse me… is this seat taken?”. It can’t be. I looked up at the man, who was actually a boy. It can’t be, but it was. It was the boy of my dreams. I felt speechless but my lips didn’t. “It is not if you aren’t” I winked at him. He was laughing and I put my bag on the floor instead. I give him one of my earphones and I rest my head on his shoulder. I was probably dreaming, but I couldn’t waste this perfect dream because I had to wake up, so as the train continued back to Paris as I closed my eyes and smiled like crazy.