Your Lie - Todoroki X Deku

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Todorokis POV

He finally fell asleep in my arms when it came to me. 'Is he really as fucked up as me?' As i started thinking, my thoughts were interrupted by Aizawa telling me it was time to go so recovery girl could give midoriya a checkup. I slowly laid midoriya down on the bed so i wouldn't wake him, got up, and walked out. I was about to go walk home but Aizawa stopped me.
"Meet me in nezus office tomorrow after school, we need to talk."
I just nodded my head as a response, dad is going to love that.
Time skip
I slowly opened the door to my house after preparing myself for what would happen when i walked inside.
"WHY WERE YOU LATE" was all i heard as i got slammed into the wall. I said nothing.
"YOU ARE LATE FOR TRAINING, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!"
"School" i responded in my usual monotone voice. My so called father kicked me in the stomach making me cough up blood 'that's gonna leave a mark' i thought.
"YOU WILL BE HERE ON TIME TOMORROW FOR TRAINING AND IF YOU'RE LATE YOU WILL PAY" He said as he walked away. I laid there for what felt like hours until i finally got up and walked to my room.
Time skip
Midoriyas POV

'It's dark, so very dark. I don't like the dark. I won't admit it to others but darkness is my greatest enemy. It follows me everywhere, consumes my whole being, traps me, doesn't let me escape. I can't stand it, the darkness is too overwhelming. I feel it, i don't know what it is but it's coming, it's coming to take me, destroy me, it doesn't want me here and in all honesty i don't want to be here. I have to get away, i can't let it get me, if it gets me it game over, i don't want it to be over, i need to keep going, i can't stop now. What about mom, who will live on for her?

Give up, why are you trying so hard? You know it's your fault she's dead, you were too weak to stop it from taking her, what makes you think you can save yourself now? Mom never truly loved you, she only pretended, she knew you were worthless, pathetic, useless, a Deku. Just stop trying she will probably be happy when your dead.

'Oh no, the voices are back, but are they wrong? I mean, why would mom ever love me, i'm a worthless, pathetic Deku, heh i'm starting to sound like Kacchan. Maybe, just maybe, i can make someone happy even if that means letting the darkness consume me. Thats all i've wanted, to make someone happy. This has to be the only way.' I just stand there in the darkness, letting it take me.
I wake up again to the bright lights of what i'm going to say is recovery girls room. I then remember why i'm here and why i fell asleep into that cold, cold darkness. I look around hoping to find someone, anyone. All I see is the window to my left and a desk along with medical equipment to my right. Not a person in sight, that is until i hear the door open. My head snaps to the door with a slight panicked look in my eyes only for it to disappear mere seconds later realizing that it was only Recovery Girl.
"Ahh I see you are awake Midoriya"
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A/N- Ok so an explanation. I know its been over a year since I last posted buttttt its because I kinda just lost motivation for this story. I had this chapter in my drafts and kinda just forgot about it but I'm posting it now. Its been so long since I last posted that I forgot where I was going to go with this story so I think I'm going to just end the story. I reread it and in all honesty I found so many errors that ruin the story and I just don't like it. There are so many things that didn't make sense like in one chapter I mentioned that his mom was alive and then in the next I explain how his mom died and it just doesn't make sense. So I'm going to end the story here I'm sorry to anyone who may have actually liked it( ill be surprised if you did) I might make a new story as I said a while ago and hopefully ill be able to actually enjoy it and keep it going unlike this one. Thanks so much for the 1k reads and everything. Bye-Bye