I Write Sins... Not Tragedies (A Louis/Harry fanfic)

Part 1

Louis POV

The nerves are kicking in. My adrenaline is rushing. My hands were shaking and I was nervous, and it wasn't even five o'clock yet. The church was perfect, poised, and beautiful. Just how I expected. Things were falling straight into place for once in quite some time. Almost too good to be true. I'm now pacing the pews in the church corridor anxiously. I sit down on one of them in an attempt to relax. I stroked my hair and sat in defeat. I still had like forty five minutes until this all took place, and I was getting restless. As you can probably tell its my wedding day.

Harry POV

This is wrong. Very wrong. What kind of person am I? A terrible one to do this to my absolute best friend. I mean how can I hurt him like this? I am living a serious lie and it's not going to work anymore. Not after today anyway. They'll be married. Married. Isn't that even worse?

"Is there something wrong, Harry?" Lillian asked me. Lillian. Basically my life right now. She was my everything. Other than Louis. It's quite a shame. She might be my everything, but not under any circumstances was she mine. She was my best mates' girl. His fiancée. In just a few minutes his bride.

"Yes, Lillian. There's something wrong. We've been fooling Lou and he doesn't deserve this." I stuttered. Her face dropped. Before I knew it a tear fell from her delicate face.

"I know. I love him. A lot." She said.

"But I love you." I said without thinking. I was definitely screwing with her emotions now. Like I wasn't before. I'm a horrid person.

All this confusion started about two years ago. I met Lillian at one of our concerts and instead of hitting it off with me like I planned, she fell for Louis. I mean I was excited for him, and his happiness comes first, but it wasn't the most ideal situation for me. Ever since then we've been sneaking around, behind Louis' back and every day has killed me a little more inside. Some days I wanted to scream the truth at him at the top of my lungs, but I've never done it. He's clueless. It's both mine and Lillian's fault and we both feel indescribably horrid for doing this to him of all people. He's literally the last person on the planet I would want to deceive, but it just sort of happened.

"I love you too, but I'm Lou's. Harry please, from now on respect that." Tears were welling up in her eyes and just the sight of that brought tears to mine. She opened the closet door, which by the way we've been in the whole time so no one would catch us, and attempted to leave. Something came over me, almost monster like. I grabbed her wrist with such force and pulled her back in the closet, door wide open. It's like a beast came out. She screamed like a little girl, like I was going to hurt her. That kind of hurt me. Before I knew what was happening I pushed my lips against hers. A squeal escaped her mouth. I was making the kiss deeper and deeper by the moment, and I really had zero control over what I was doing. I realized that it would be the last time I kissed Lillian. So many thoughts and feelings swirled through me... I almost didn't notice another person enter the area...