I Write Sins... Not Tragedies (A Louis/Harry fanfic)

Part 2

Harry POV

"WHAT THE HELL!?HARRY!!! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME??" Louis screamed and hollered at the top of his lungs. His face was turning fire engine red and a small vein on his neck was popping out. Tears were shooting out of his eyes and with every tear struck me with another bullet of pain.

I was speechless. So was Lillian. There was nothing to say. What we were doing was wrong, and their was absolutely no explanation or excuse. We were doing the unthinkable and got caught in the act.

I've never seen Lou this upset and angry. It literally snapped my heart into endless pieces. At this moment Lillian and I were just kind of staring at him, and he was doing the same. The only difference is mine and Lillian's eyes were filled with sorrow and regret, but his eyes were filled with pain and sense of betrayal.

And this is how we stayed. For at least a minute. Just looking at each other like this, no words to fix or patch up what had been done. Then, Lillian began to speak.

"Look Louis, we meant no harm."

He was only boiling madder. Much like a pot of seething water on a stovetop, sizzling and scorching almost ready to burst over the top. For a split second I thought he was going to punch her, square in the face, but instead he said

"Haven't you people ever heard of closing the God da*n door?" And walked away in a fuming mess.

Lillian POV

I just single handedly DESTROYED the rest of my life. I like to think it was Harry's fault for pulling me back into the closet, but it really doesn't matter. I had no place being in there with him at all.

Am I making this seem like its the first time we've done this? Because if I am, it's not. There was that time at Zayn's birthday bash, and before that big Madison Square Garden performance, and that other time when... THAT'S NOT THE POINT. The point is its been done before and it's unfair to stick Harry with all the blame. The odd thing is, if I could go back and change everything I don't know that I would. I LOVE Louis with all my heart! He means the world to me and is the reason I wake up in the morning, but then there's Harry... Just so compelling. Louis is my definate soulmate, but there is something about Harry that makes me ache for more. I'd choose Lou in a heartbeat, but with Harry and I, pure magic happens.

I need to stop these childish love games. Playing with Louis' heart is simply unacceptable. Can't I be happy with what I have? Which is a beyond wonderful man that loves me unconditionally. His amazing personality, his adorable sense of humor, his beyond natural talent, not to mention his breathtaking looks. Seriously! I couldn't even settle for perfection? No! Of course not! I just needed to go even further and break his heart. That is the polar opposite of what I wanted to do.