Part 4

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Lillian P.O.V.

All of my bridesmaids were dressing me, the bride. The lying, deceiving, selfish bride. My dress glimmered as I looked into a full length mirror. I stare myself down. My skin is ghost pale, going in good contrast with my dark hair. My makeup is perfection (It's been touched up since my ordeal in the closet). My dress was amazing. Everything I pictured it to be since I was a little girl.

My mom came up behind me. Ah, Mom. Dear Mom. She thinks I'm so innocent. She clutches a long, beaded vail in her frail hands. Her smile was so genuine. She has no idea. She pinned it to my head and I saw a single tear escape her eye. I smiled back at her.

"Louis is such a lucky guy to have a girl like you." My mom uttered. I looked at her with obvious pain in my eyes. I hope she can't see it. "Yeah. Lucky."

. . . .

Louis P.O.V.

This was it. I was getting married. Now. To a girl I know I love, but I'm not even sure loves me. Am I crazy? Must be. She fu*king cheated on me! Why would I marry her after that? Well it's happening regardless.

I'm standing at the front of the church awaiting my bride. Harry is standing right next to me. The guests are all taking their seats. I look to Harry and he looks at me with glassy eyes. I'm pissed beyond description with him. I give him a glare and look away. The awkwardness is practically tangible. He taps my shoulder.

"Boobear..." He begins. My face heats up.

"Louis. My name is Louis." I snap back. His face looks annoyed.

"Louis," he started. I really didn't feel like talking to this traitor. Why couldn't he keep himself away from my girl? MY GIRL?

"I'm sorry. So fu*king sorry." He said like he was about to brake out in tears. I didn't respond to him. I am fed up with his sh*t.

"You and Lil... Belong together." He stuttered. Suddenly hot fire filled in my eyes. I looked him square in the eye and all of a sudden ached for revenge.

"If we are so perfect together then why didn't you just let me fu*king have her? Why?" I asked coldly and sternly. Then I walked away feeling extreme resentment for my ex-best friend.

Harry P.O.V.

He walked away from me. I tried making amends and he walked away from me. I should've figured. I saw it coming before I even started talking. He had to come back soon though, the wedding was about to start... Unless he stormed away from the wedding in general.

Right about now I really want to follow him, but that will only fuel the fire. I decide against it.

The music begins to play and the officiant looks at me with a puzzled look.

"What happened to Lou? Where is he?" He asks me . I shrug.

"No idea." I half lied half told the truth. I was beginning to get worried. What if he really left?

The first bridesmaid walked down the isle of the church, and Louis popped out of nowhere. I couldn't help but smile.

"There you are!" I said still smiling. He rolled his eyes in annoyance. He was really angry with me... I doubt i'll be forgiven any time soon. He sets his gaze on everyone walking down the isle. Before I know it the music changes to "Here Comes the Bride" and two ushers opened the double doors and there stood Lil... She looked 100% beautiful. I felt like fainting. I began to sweat. Just amazing.

Everyone stood. She began to slowly step her way down the isle. Finally, she got to the end and everyone was seated. She stared at Lou and he stared back. I could see one thing in both of there eyes: fear.

Lillian P.O.V.

I felt sweat on my brow. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it was going to rip out of my chest. I looked my fiancée with soft eyes. He reluctantly took my hand. I knew he was torn apart on the inside and truly, so was I. The ceremony went on and it came to the vows. He was to say his first. Instead of into my eyes, he peered at the floor. That made me quite uneasy.

"Lillian... I love you. I really do. Being with you seems like quite the challenge and I hope I am strong enough for all of that," he paused. I touched his face lightly signaling him to move on.

"Just I'm going to promise you something. I'm not going to keep any secrets. I hope you can say the same."

Ouch. That stung me I look at him and that same uneasy expression crossed his face. Then I look to Harry. He looks not all together. We are a broken little group, and I want to do everything to get us back together. The officiant signaled it was my turn. I gulped.

"Louis. I know you are for me. From our first kiss I knew you were the one and despite what you think not for a moment did I ever stop, and I never will stop. You are for me and I love you with every part of me." I told him never taking my eyes off him. Before I knew it we were both saying I do. I do. We did it. We were married. Lou actually married me.

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