A/N: This is a true story that actually happened with my last relationship. This happened on Valentines Day of 2014...obviously. I decided I wanted his side of the story to add on to the end of this. I asked him for it on November 20. He gave it to me just yesterday in a letter. I am writing everything he said in the letter...it's comes down to present day.
Today is valentine's day, a day I've been looking forward to for a long time, the day before I bought my love a white bear holding a red heart saying I Love You, I also bought a smaller white bear with a mustache for Hannah seeing no harm in it. I thought it was gonna be a wonderful day, but it ended as one of the worse in my life.
That morning I entered the school with a smile on my face thinking that Brandi, my life, was gonna love what I had gotten for her. I knew she was gonna be by the locker rooms, so I rushed down there with no time to waste. When I got there I saw her entering the gym but as I called for her I guess she didn't hear me, so I just entered the locker room to put my stuff up. As I walked out I saw Hannah and I thought I might as well give her the bear I got her. As soon as I did I pulled out the bear for Brandi, so Hannah could see. When i did that Brandi walked in through the gym. I turned to face her with a smile on my face, but what I didn't notice was that she was mad. When I tried giving her the bear she said "I don't want that." And she threw it back at me...
I was confused I didn't know why she was mad. I asked why,..she said "I saw you give Hannah a bear." I was so upset so I tried to walk into the locker room but she shut it with force and yelled "THAT'S BULLSHIT!"...that's when I got mad and I threw the bear into the locker room...I don't remember what happened for the rest of the day, but the story picks up again before the basketball game began...Me and Brandi didn't really talk much the rest of the day...All I knew was the she was mad...I decided to let her be alone, so I sat by Hannah. Then...
(Pepo talking to me)
Rene I don't remember much that day was the day me and you actually died...I can't write much more cause I need your help...but I doubt you wanna help me...Rene I wish I could take it all back, I'd kill myself 1,000 times over to have you by my side again. Rene I'm yours...
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOUI'm sorry but this is too much for me to write. I can't do this, it kills me to remember this horrible day. I wish I had the guts you do to finish this story, but I can't this whole thing is my fault and I know it, that's why I can't. That same night I cried. I cried all night wishing I had never bought that bear for hannah...
Rene I Love You. I really do...I want to have you by my side...but I've turned into a Monster...I'll stay away if that's what you want...Just call for me and I'll be there...I'll be between the trees if you need me... I Love You mi amour... I Love You. I just wanted to protect you and I always will. My heart is hurting as I write this...I'm crying inside each time I see you... I miss you, I need you, I want you. I'm nothing without you... I'm just a monster that's all I am now, an ugly, pathetic, insane monster that can't seem to get his shit together.
The walls are closing in I can't breath without you...I want to feel you... I want to give you a kiss, and rub and lick your tummy like I used to...but I doubt you want me around anymore...Why don't you love me anymore? Because I Love You, but you don't return it...All you see is a monster.
Rene I Miss You...Rene I Need You...Rene I Want You to kiss me...Rene I Love You. I'll be between the trees if you need me...Forever Love <3
Brandi Rene Jimenez and Pepo Jimenez Sanchez
The reason I Love you is because I was in a box and you set me free...but somehow I've managed to lock myself back in...
I Hope You Kept The Key...
-Pepo
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The Valentines Day Massacre
RandomThis is what happens when you forgive and fall in love too easy.