Just A Dream

Chapter 5; Shock, Crying, And Hurt

I looked down at my mum. She looked so pale and lifeless. It was horrible. I looked all over her body for bullet whiles or blood or anything. There was nothing! No bullet wholes, no blood, no nothing! "Harry.." I whispered. I was scared I clutched onto his shirt. All he did was stood and stared. He finally wrapped his arms around me. I let go of him and he walked out of the room. All I heard was screaming and yelling and that's when Harry and the doctor came back in.

"What seems to be the problem ma'am?" I looked at him in disgust.

"What seems to be the problem?! My mum" I point to her on the bed "Was murdered by a gun! I was told that she was shot! There is NO bullet wholes on her body! I want to know the truth!" I screamed a loud as I could at the doctor.

"Ma'am calm down. What is your name?" he said. I calmed down just a little.

"Alexia Kelly.." it only came out as a whisper.

"Ma'am... Your mother didn't die of a bullet... She died of heart failure. Has she never told you that she has been seeing me twice a week ever since she moved here? She's been having heart problems and when she heard the sound of a gun going off and screaming it was too much for her all at one time and her heart collapsed. I'm sorry Miss Kelly." he said. I fell to the floor. Why hadn't she told anyone? Was she afraid? Embarrassed? Harry was next to me holding me and rocking me back and forth.

"Shh Alexia... Shh. Its okay.. Everything's going to turn out alright.... Shh.. It's okay..." he was whispering in my ear. "If we could only have this life for one more day If we could only turn back time You know I'll be Your life Your voice Your reason to be My love My heart Is breathing for this Moment, in time. I'll find the words to say. Before you leave me today" he sang. He rocked me to sleep. I didn't dream thank God.

Harry's P.O.V.

I finally got her to sleep and I pulled my phone out of my pocket and called Louis. I knew I could get him away without having anyone ask questions. "Hello?" he finally answered.

"Louis! I need you to bring the car to the hospital. I'll explain when you get here." I said hoping he would just go with it. My hopes were fulfilled.

"Sure thing lad. See you in a bit." he said and hung up. I picked Alex up bride style and walked to the front of the hospital and waited for Louis. He finally pulled up and I got in the backseat with her head on my lap. "So what's going on?" Louis finally asked.

"Well we found out that Jane didn't pass from a bullet. She passed from heart failure." I said. He didn't say anything for a long while so I broke the silence. "Louis.. She was so hurt. If you would've saw her eyes.... She fell to the ground in shock. All she did was cry. I had to calm her down by singing her to sleep. She looked so miserable... I'm taking her and Vlad on tour with us Louis. And we already have an opening act. Vlad is amazing at singing. I just need to see if she can sing." I looked down at her precious face and slowly stroke it. She was so beautiful. It's like if the world never came up with her the sun would never shine.. Louis looked back at us. He had this look in his eyes. It's the way he looked at Eleanor. He looked at Alex and I the way he looked at pictures of him and Eleanor.

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After a long silent ride home I carried Alex into the house and laid her down on the bed. She fluttered her eyes and saw that it was me.

"Harry?" she whispered. She had a tired voice which I thought was especially sexy.

"Yes Alex?" I said in a husky tone.

"I love youuu" she traveled out the 'ou' in you and I could tell she fell asleep again. I didn't know if she meant what she said though..

"I love you too Alex..." I said whispering. I kissed the top of her head and thought about the first time we met. I still can't believe that this girl was my girlfriend. I was a nobody to her. She didn't even know who One Direction was until we told her. I wish that this moment would last forever. I was finally letting her into my heart. I can finally sing through my heart again. I can become the person I want to be.

Alexia's P.O.V.

"I love youuuu" I said traveling off to sleep. What did I just say? I don't even think that it was me who said that. Was it? Do I really love him? I don't know yet..

"I love you too Alex..." he said. I can tell he was thinking. HARD. I smiled knowing that he was thinking the same thing as I was. I closed my eyes and let my head take over. I was on the beach but the weird thing was, I saw myself. Then I turned around and saw four familiar boys. I didn't see Harry though. The eyes that I was in looked down to the ground. Harry's shoes! He wore them the day that we met! Then it hit me. I was in Harry's head. I heard his voice. It was his thoughts.

"She's beautiful. She's wonderful. I want to talk to her. No she won't talk to me. If she wanted to she would've already noticed me. I know! I'll talk to her tomorr-" somebody interrupted his thoughts.

"Harry!" his eyes traveled upwards and I once again saw Niall, Zayn, Liam, and Louis. "What are you and Niall looking at?" I figured out that it was Louis who yelled Harry.

"Nothing Louis. Don't worry." Harry replied. It was like a movie scene. It was so cool. Then Harry started walking away. He went to a house and laid down. I guess he went to sleep because the scene skipped. Instead of going to the next day it went to today. I wasn't in Harry's head now. I was in someone else's. I saw one of the guys who shot my brother. Then it hit me. I'm in the other guy's body! I could hear his thoughts.

"I shouldn't be doing this. The only reason I'm doing this is for him. I can't bel-" his thoughts got cut off by a gunshot. He looked over and saw the other guy holding a gun up. He looked over. I saw Vlad and mum on the ground. Blood everywhere. I felt like crying. I closed my eyes. Then I felt shaking. All around me. I quickly shot my eyes open. Harry was standing over me. I felt water running down my face. I looked at Harry again and this time I saw him crying.

"Harry what's wrong?" I asked worryingly.

"You w-wouldn't w-wake u-up!" he stuttered. It was so sweet. He was worrying about me even though I was just asleep. I smiled. He calmed down a little. "W-why are you a-smil-ling?" he said huffing. I didn't bother answering. I just smiled and grabbed him around his neck. "What are y-" I gently but passionately smashed his lips against mine. He wrapped himself around my body and smiled in the middle of the kiss. I felt electricity all throughout my body. It was amazing. I smiled back and we continued to kiss. We finally pulled apart which made me a little less happy but still happy and I faced him in bed. Even though I couldn't see him I could tell he was smiling. When he smiled its like an angel from above came down and settled in his body. His dimples made me melt like crazy and his kisses made me want to stay in that moment forever.

"I honestly think I'm in love." Did I just say that our loud?

"Yes you did say it out loud." he chuckled as my face turned bright red. "But I know how you feel." he put his left hand on my right cheek and kissed me again. "I love you Alex. More than you'll ever know." I smiled knowing that he was telling the truth.

"I love you to Curly." I said smiling. He laughed and I felt a tear run down his face. "What?" I asked in confusion.

"That was one of the two times you've called me that ever since we were at the hospital." he said. I laughed a little and slowly drifted off to sleep. I was wrapped in his arms just the was I should be.

Harry's P.O.V.

I fell asleep and started dreaming. I saw a guy. Nate. He hates me terribly. He once took my pet rabbit (Greg) and shave all the fur off of it and then brutally killed it. A quick memory flooded through my brain. I saw white and black fur all over the floor. I quickly shook the memory. I did not want to see what came after that.