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third pov
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a small figure is curled up into a large king sized bed. it's been one hell of a year for yoongi. ever sense the last day of the tour his schedule has been so busy. he's been in his studio none stop coming up with ideas for his first album. it's been stressful because this time he and hoseok will be touring with dean but this time they'll be an act in it.

yoongi sighed as he got up. he looked around his studio apartment and smiled. he's bettered himself lately. he went through a state of depression but overcame it with hoseok by his side. he was grateful for him but he can never forgive him for what he did.

flashback
yoongi smiled as he walked inside the hotel. it's been a few month sense the last concert and his relationship with hoseok has been stressful. hoseok has been distant and yoongi told himself he was stressed because he was coming up with music. hoseok started drinking a little more and wasn't putting effort into the relationship.

but tonight was different. they made an agreement to meet back at the hotel for a date. yoongi was walking down the hallway towards their door. he was nervous to say the least. it would be the first time they would reconnect again and he wanted to make the best impression.

once he reached the front door he grabbed his room key from his pocket and opened the door. a familiar scent filled his nose as he walked into the room. he shut the door and turned around. his whole face went pale. his body was frozen. his stomach curled and he felt woozy.

hoseok was on the bed making out with another girl. it felt like deja vu. it's like his heart is breaking all over again. hoseok only noticed him when the girl said she thought someone was in the room. the two looked up to see yoongi. tears brimmed the edge of his eyes as he stared at them.

hoseok stared at him wide eyed. "no, not again i didn't shit shit." he whispered to himself. he promised himself he wouldn't hurt yoongi. yoongi suffered so much when he was depressed and hoseok promised to be good to him. "baby." hoseok said as he jumped from the bed. yoongi flinched when he got close to him.

"no." yoongi's voice cracked as he spoke. "yoongi baby please i-i'm drunk i'm not the state of mind i love you please know this." hoseok said as he grabbed yoongi but the older pushed him away. "you never loved me hoseok! you promised me so much but you constantly keep fucking hurting me!" yoongi yelled as he continued to push the younger.

"you hurt me, this isn't the first time you cheated and i forgave you! i forgave you for breaking me you fucking broke me! i gave you everything i mean, i-i loved you so much i hurt my best friend!" yoongi said as thoughts of jungkook popped into his head.

"we can work this out yoongi please don't leave me i love you." hoseok said. his head was down in shame. "no, you will stay here with that skank and overcome whatever the fuck is wrong with you. i'm done hoseok, we are done." yoongi said.

he opened the door to the hotel room and stormed out. he ran as fast as he could. a part of him wanted to be alone while the other wanted hoseok to run out to get him. he loves him so much but he just can't help me think that hoseok doesn't feel the same...
flashback end

yoongi was brought to tears at the memory. that was only two month ago. they both had to keep their promise to dean and their new fans that they could go through with the tour. so the agreed to work together but separately. they each worked on tracks for the their album and met every other day to discuss. it's awkward to say the least and yoongi wants to cry every time he seems him.

no one knows their broken up. not even their family. yoongi has to drag himself out of bed. they were now back in korea and felt at home. yoongi's thoughts were pushed away once he heard his phone ring. he looked to the bedside table and picked it up. "hello?" he said. "hi yoonie are you okay?" jungkook's angelic voice was on the other side of the line. yoongi couldn't help but smile.

"hi kook. yeah i'm doing okay what about you?" yoongi asked the younger. he heard the younger chuckle on the other line. "well me and a certain someone is getting closer." jungkook said. yoongi could see his blushing cheeks. yoongi smiled. he was happy that jungkook was happy. he was cheated on twice and got his heart broken three times. yoongi couldn't help but feel guilty and promised to always be there for him.

"do i get to know who this time?" yoongi asked. he heard jungkook hum. "not yet but soon. think you'll like him. i have to go now we are meeting for breakfast just wanted to see how you are." jungkook said his voice shaken. yoongi only told jungkook what happened with hoseok. he just needed to hear from someone that he wasn't crazy for what he did.

"i'm fine jungkook. we are having our annual meet up so i have to go too. i love you bye." yoongi said as he hung up the phone. he sighed as he walked out of his room and into the bathroom. he quickly did his morning routine getting ready fast. once he was done he grabbed his backpack and phone and headed to the studio.

a few minutes later he arrived already seeing hoseok was there by seeing his car outside. he rolled his eyes and prepared himself for the long day ahead of him. he walked into the studio seeing hoseok with headphones on listening to a track. he hadn't noticed the older yet. yoongi sat his stuff down and sat at his booth. he took his laptop out his computer and started to work.

"hey yoongs." yoongi shivered at the deep voice. he missed it so much. "h-hey." he said not sparing a glance at the younger. he grabbed his headphones form his backpack and plugged it into his computer. "can you come listen to this track. i just finished it and i wanna see if you like it." hoseok said. yoongi sighed for the nth time that day.

"sure." he said. he got up from his booth and sat at hoseok's. he put on his headphones and pressed play on his computer. to say he was shocked was an understatement. his song was beautiful. it felt meaningful like a message needed to be heard. he looked at the song title. stigma. he was surprised hoseok did a singing track not knowing he was good at it.

i guess there still is a lot to learn. yoongi thought. once the song was over he took the headphones off and smiled. "that was so good hoseok well done. we can definitely add it to the track." yoongi said. hoseok smiled at him. they stared at each other. yoongi broke contract first and went to his booth quickly.

they worked for hours on end not much socializing went on as they kept to themselves. yoongi could notice hoseok glancing at him once in awhile telling himself it meant nothing. that was until hoseok said the craziest thing in the whole entire world.

"hey yoongi, do you want to uh go to lunch? y-you don't have to but i was just thinking since you and i are working together and we need to reconnected after certain event and i just wanted to know if you would wanna go." hoseok said.

yoongi was in shock. they haven't hung out once since that night. he didn't want to seem petty and hoseok was right, they are business partners, and all this was just business. yoongi smiled at him.

"let's do it."

GUYS GET READY CAUSE SHITS ABOUT TO GET GOOOOOOOD!!! ALSO SO HAPPY TO BE BACK.