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it was awkward. they hadn't talked much just tiny conversations over useless things or about their upcoming album. but even though it was like this both parties had missed each other's comfort. yoongi's wouldn't admit it, hell he'd scold himself for even thinking about it. "i've missed you yoongi." hoseok suddenly said. yoongi blushed at the words.

he didn't say anything though. hoseok searched his eyes for an answer. he heart sank we it was empty. soulless almost. hoseok sighed. "i really likes your tracks. they're unique just like you." yoongi mentally sighed at the little compliment hoseok slid in. "thank you and i never knew you could sing seok!" yoongi said. hoseok smiled at the nickname.

"d-do you want to have dinner tonight? with my family? my sister has been asking about you and she said she misses her kitty." hoseok said. yoongi smiled. "you haven't told them yet have you?" yoongi asked. "no." hoseok said. "i don't want to pretend hoseok. what's done is done." yoongi said. hoseok sighed. "we aren't done yoongi." hoseok said his voice raising a bit.

"i mean we are done but we are still partners. and come on you can't deny my little sisters and i promise i will mention it to my parents. please?" hoseok asked. yoongi tolled his eyes. "fine." he said. hoseok smiled. "and believe me i'm sorry. i don't know why i keep hurting you." hoseok added. "don't apologize until you actually mean it okay." yoongi said.

it was silent between the too. "i think jungkook and taehyung are seeing each other again." yoongi said. "did he tell you that?" hoseok asked. "no, but i've gotten the hint you know? it's like he wants me to know but doesn't want me to know." yoongi said. "you know how you cheated on jungkook with me?" hoseok started.

yoongi's eyes widened. "have you ever told him you never loved him like that?" hoseok said. "what are you talking about." yoongi barked. "hoseok please don't start or try and guilt trip me or whatever just please don't." yoongi said. "i'm asking a genuine question. you make me feel bad all the time for cheating but you cheated on jungkook but you never told him you weren't in love with him. so why do i take all the shit when you haven't learned from your mistakes?" hoseok said.

yoongi was silent. "listen i'm not trying to make you feel bad for anything, but i need closure too yoongi. jungkook forgave you. why can't you forgive me?" hoseok asked. yoongi just sat there. hoseok sighed. "i'll see you tonight at six okay? bye." he said. he started to get up but yoongi's voice stopped him. "are you saying this is my fault?" yoongi asked. hoseok turned around and touched his cheek.

"no yoongi i'm saying instead of making this whole thing about me and what i did wrong think about what you haven't done yet." hoseok said and walked out the little cafe. yoongi stared out the window and watched him get into his car. he was shocked at what just happened. the whole thing was confusing. either hoseok is actually stating facts or guilt tripping him. either way yoongi had one thing to say:

"what the fuck."

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