Show you (A Shaylor fanfiction)

Chapter 12 ~I get drunk on jealousy~

     "Is it gonna be forever?", Mom asks as I put the rest of my clothes in my traveling bag. So, the magcon boys won! HOLLLLAAAA! So, now we're going on a tour. Which excited me more than anything in the whole world. I finish up and stand.

     "Or it's gonna go down in flames", I reply, turning around and smiling at her. She looks at me confused. I laugh and shake my head, not really feeling like explaining it to her. "No, mom. Not forever. 9 months. 12 at the most momma. You have nothing to worry about". She nods her head and looks at the floor.

    "Promise me something", she says. I nod my head and sit down beside her. "If ANYTHING happens between you and Shawn, you call me. Anything at all. Bad or good. Even if it's just a hug. Or a kiss. You better tell me if ANYTHING happens". I look at her in confusion for a second then nod my head.

   JJ walks in and he smiles at us. "Time to go, Taylor", he says. I smile at mom and she stands as I do. I grab my bags and walk downstairs, mom following not far behind. We reach the bottom step and she messes up my hair. I push her away gently and she laughs.

   "Little birdy told me that Shawn likes when your hair is messy and not fixed", she says, then winks at me. I roll my eyes and continue to walk outside, mom follows. We reach the door and walk out. A HUGE bus is sitting in my drive way. Well then, okay. Shawn sees me and smiles.

    Cameron comes over and hugs my mom. "We'll see you in 5 months Ms. Caniff", he says. Mom looks at him weird and I do too. He notices and explains. "Oh, since Taylor had that surgery we had to shorten it a little. No worries".

   "No! Cam! Just because of me? No! I will not do that to you guys! This is awful. I'm not going. I won't", I yell. Cameron shakes his head and I start to turn around and run off. That is until someones arms wrap around my waist, stopping me from running.

   "Taylor. Stop. Please", Shawn whispers in my ear. I turn around and he lets go. "It will not be the same without you. It will suck without you. We wanted this. It'll be easier for us all. When you get completely better, then we'll go away for a year". He takes my bags and walks onto the bus. I turn to mom and smile at her.

    "See ya in 5 months, my handsome son", she says. I roll my eyes and hug her tightly, saying our goodbyes. I kiss her cheek and run onto the bus. Everyone crowds into the bus and I look out the window and wave and my mom. She smiles and waves back, then the bus pulls out.

    I journey through the bus and look in the rooms. There's only 4 small rooms. Nash walks in and smiles at me. "Oh, come in the living room thing and we'll explain", he says. I nod and he calls everyone in.

    "Okay, there are 4 bedrooms. We have sleeping/room arrangments. Some rooms have 2 people in them, some have 4. Okay, so Hayes, Aaron, Carter, and Matt in a room", he says. The 3 boys woop and I roll my eyes. Then it's Jack and Jack in one. Nash and I in one. And Shawn and Taylor". We all nod.

    "Obviously, the room with 4 people is the biggest. It has plenty of rooms. The other ones are smaller with only one bed. But it does have room for air mattresses or sleeping bags. Everyone happy?", Nash says. We all nod and he smiles.

   I go into Shawn and I's room and lay my things down. The bed looks big enough for two but I don't think I wanna be bed buddies with the boy who I wanna just... love. That sounds dirty... oh well. Shawn comes in and lay his things on his bed and looks up and smiles at me. "Hey Tay", he greets. I smile at him and contnue to put my things in the small chest on one side of the room.

    I walk out and into the hallway. On my right side, there's J and J's room. On the other side is Nash and Cam's. Then the one on the opposite side is the 4 others. I walk out of the hall and into the sitting area. There's a tv, a couch, some chairs. Then there's a curtain, seperating the drving area and the rest of the bus. Classy. So basically the only different part of the bus is we have more than 1 room. We have actual rooms and not just bunks and things. Which is totally awesome.

     I go back into the room and Shawn isn't there anymore. I go back out and hear voices coming from Cameron and Nash's room. But the other voice isn't Nash, it's Shawn. "I don't think I can do this Cameron", Shawn says. Cameorn asks what he means. "Be in the same room with him, sleeping... Together". My heart shatters. I disgust him that much? I shake my head and into the small bathroom in the "hallway" with the bedroom and puke. I'm doing that  a lot lately...