Daily Diary of Life

Mmm Ooh

01/25/2020

Dear Diary,

So I forgot to make a entry last night but nothing happened but me going to a event for my church. So something happened I'm not putting a name or date on it but I rode on top for the first time and it felt so good and that whole thing left me sore. But anyways, I haven't had sex in a while and now I feel completely fine with it. And RN my grades are decent I have A's and B's and I'm happy still.

My mama said that I shouldn't have sex until I'm in a committed relationship but I'm technically in a committed sexual relationship she wasn't specific. Anyways, my crush said he wanna be with me. You all may not know but my crush is Jason and I been wanting him to come to me but idk about now.

I mean he cute and like idk but I wonder should I block him. I wanna be a better person and I could still be with him but I don't know how a relationship with him would be beneficial.

Anyways, so I got a job interview coming up soon and I hope I get the job 😉

This section it just a huge scatter ik but nothing extravagant has been happening except for Kason.

Me and my sister Meekslimm relationship is building and getting better I love her very much but I don't wanna get too attached cuz I don't wanna get thrown away like my old friend M did to me. But Meek accept me for who I am and what I do and she's not very judgmental but she do actually give me advice.

She the only other person that accept me besides Monni. Meek is the person I tell everything to and I turn to her for advice when I'm down and I'll help her as long as she here to help me and she should know how much I cherish her. She can tell me anything and I wouldn't turn on her.

With Monni she like a best friend to me and like a sister too. I honestly trust her but she changed a lot since I met her it's weird it's not really in a bad way but not a good way more like neutral. I wonder how they feel about me. But between Meek, Monni, and Kason I love all of them.

Yours Truly,

Bellevedere Rose