The Eternal Tie♡

2- I Understand

    بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

" In The Name of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful"

شُروع اَللہ کے پاک نام سے جو بڑا مہر بان نہايت رحم والا ہے ۔

2nd chepter, here it is, i tried my best to make it lengthy :))

and yeah my exams are end AllhamduliLLAH, pray for my Result please :D

Happy Reading...

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Abeeha’s POV

I couldn’t understand why Ammi has been so selfish, no doubt she loves me a lot and she was worried for me but this is not the best way. I tried my best to convince her not to do this to Maleeha api and Ahmad bhai, after all they and their families had support us but she was not ready to listen to me. Tum chup ho jao Abeeha its none of your business, she always scolded me and I had no option to say anything else.

I was so sure that Ahmad bhai will not accept it, deep down I was satisfied that he  will not leave maleeha api but I was so ashamed, ashamed on Ammi’s decision on her demand, I can see mamu and mumanis, they are so loving how they have forgiven Ammi is appreciable and Ammi left them for Abbu, the one who betrayed her,

Ammi didn’t told anything to mamu, but in her whole life Abbu never gave her enough respect I was the one who has always seen them fighting, cursing each other but it was Ammi’s decision and at this point when I needed my Abu the most, when it was his turn to  show responsibility he dropped a bomb on ourselves, I never get love in my life Ammi and Abbu were so busy in their hatred life that they never get time for me Ammi thinks that may be I’ll also become like her so she never gave me enough freedom, she always kept me with her,

Me my college and my room this was my life, not even ammi had given me enough love, now I think I’ll not get it from my husband too, may be there is no love in my fate, I was so happy, happy than ever to have Maleeha api, Ahmad bhai, Mamu and mumanis in my life but again Ammi was the one to snatch these happiness from me,

Why u did this to me Ammi, indeed u are a worse decision maker, I sighed and closed my diary after writing all this on it, what I do now? How will I face them, Maleeha Api and Ahmad Bhai, he is like a brother to me what Ammi has done to me, it is difficult so difficult, I have to talk to Api yes I want to ask forgiveness from her, this is injustice they and Ahmad bhai… I felt my eyes moistioning, I got up and went out.

Everyone was sitting in living room I put a sight on them, they all were looking sad, indeed no one is happy with this decision, they did this only for Ammi, it was so embarressing to stand there only Ammi was the one who was smiling and no one else. I looked in kitchen maid was preparing a dish of food.

Is this for Maleeha api, I asked, ji baji, bri baji ny kaha hy unhyn khana dy doon unhon ny 2 din sy kuch nhi khaya I nooded, mujhy dain main ly jati hu I took hold on tray and went towards Maleha api’s room, Ahmad bhai was not at home, he left, last night he left and didn’t came back, Ahmar Mamun and Ayesha Mumani stayed here at night, and I had no courage to face them not even to Kamran mamu and Khadija Mumani.

I went towards Maleeha api’s room, though I had no courage to face her too but I have to, I am her sinner and I want her to punish me, to scold me, to shout on me, to said every single thing to me she wants to say.

I knock the door but there was no reply, I tried to utter her name but my voice stuck, I pulled door a little it was unlocked, I went in but didn’t find her there, where is she and then I heard a sigh coming from store room, Maleeha api are u there I said while collecting my all courage. She opened the door and looked at me, I got frozen with her sight it was full of hate, I know u hate me Api but trust me…