Be My Light

5: who am i to you?

No one pov

Tae gi was woke up from her sleep and she realized she was on the sofa with still wearing her school uniform.

She looking to her phone and it shows 7a.m and today is saturday ,then she get up from the sofa and walk to the bathroom and have a shower.

Yeah her day off from school and part time job, after that she wearing a comfortable cloth.

And drying her long hair and combing it then put her towel on the hanger.

Then she walk to the kitchen for cooking something, she open the refrigerator and look something to cook and she decide to make a chicken sandwich.

When she done with making her sandwich, she set it on the plate and pouring a soy bean in a glass.

Then she cleaning her kithen before eat, after that she walk to the living room while bring the plate of sandwich and a glass of soy bean.

Then she put it on the coffee table and sit down on the sofa and turn on the tv, and set it to her favourite channel.

End of no one pov

Min tae gi pov

I'm watching tv while eating sandwich, after done with my breakfast, i bring my empty plate and glass to the kitchen for washing it.

After that i walk back to the living room, before i heard my phone is ringing from my room.

I get up quickly to take my phone and when i already take it from my study table, i'm looking to who is calling and it was my omma.

Oh no omma i don't know how to react for this actually i'm glad about that, and i answer the phone call.

"omma!! How are you?oh good sorry for late answer the phone call,umm omma do you have some time to visit me at here or not? oh nothing omma i'm just asking, okay it's okay omma i understand it.."the phone call was end.

And when i hear her answer, my smile was slowly faded and my heart ache and my happy feelings start to ruined.

I put my phone back to my study table and my body feels weak, sitting on the floor.

My hope was ruined again and again why can't she come to visit me just once?! I'm just a daughter that wanna omma's love.

But why? why? I wonder why she can't give some times for spend time with me? I also wanna having a spend time with my family too.

I also wanna having a happy family like everyone else, i've been waiting a lot, waiting and hoping.

Hoping so it will come true, it's been years and i'm still not tired for it even though it's hard to get and believe it.

It's been years for living apart, the feelings of longing begins to grip the soul and the heart aches.

But what i can do? I can't do nothing to having it for my ownself, it's making me feels like useless and feels like abandoned.

I feels like i'm just an adopted child to her and i don't feels like her biological daughter, she always gave me a same answers everytime when she making the phone call with me.

No no i need being a strong girl, i can't being a weak anymore and i get from the floor and laying on the bed.

I feels tired and sick for all of this, my eyes was closed i'm trying to forget for sad things today and slowly drifted in sleep.

Maybe i will always in my sadness, and my life so darkness and always be a lonely person.

No one cares about me and no one love me even though my family and only my friends is sadness and darkness.

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