" Heart 4 Sale "

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Damn, its okay because you miss them anyway. I really wanted to go back by his house on some chainsaw massacre type shit because to see him saying all that lets me know he had me fucked up. It wasn't the he missed his family part that fucked my head up, but it was the ANYWAY part. Was he waiting for an opportunity to tell me that? MY poor heart

 Was he waiting for an opportunity to tell me that? MY poor heart

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you could've said I had it in my hand. Dripping in so much hurt. My feelings were shot. How could you say something like this to me? How can you betray me like this? I thought I was bringing you happiness, I thought I was what you wanted, I thought It was us starting a family too. Its like he had taken everything away from me. Fucking indian giver. It took maybe 3 days for me to actually come around and talk to him again. Now, me and Junior made these promises. That no matter what happens with us, toether or not we'll always be there for one another. always be friends. So, you know eventually, we were laying beside one another AGAIN. Im thinking things were good, not knowing just yet that the night I left he called and patched things up with her for her to come home. A couple of days, maybe the weekend before was when he decided to actaully tell me she'll be coming. Now, people. Dont get me wrong. I appreciate him telling me, but shit. it just made my heart drip even more. I felt like I didnt have enough time to "prepare" myself for this, prepare my feelings for this shit. I was so hurt. Betrayed man. She's coming back. Kinda felt like he took her back instead. Like he forgot about me. I left one night and you mean to tell me that pushed you to call her. Now, what if we were together and something happened with us, like an argument.. would you just run back to her as you did this time? MY love. He hurt me.

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