Day in and day out,I'm living in shade.
These mistakes catch up to me,the choices I've made.
Sentenced to life on earth and it will never be the same
It's true,it's dark...the blood running through my veins
Believed the lies my entire life but tell me who's to blame?
For the sins of those around me -hypocrites- asking God to save them after late nights of red eyes and wanting to fade away
So we turn to suicide,but we can't reach the blade
So we turn to forgetting,wanting so badly to forget about the pain
I'm fading out by day,now I know the pain of feeling lost...
All of these emotions...a swirl of dark thoughts,but that's nothing in contrast
To the life I've lived,the lives we live,the demons from our past
Happy memories,family gatherings,not knowing if it will last
Traumatised,still living in shock
For we became the monsters we thought were lurking in the dark
But that can't compare to out broken hearts
So we turn to music,drifting into another world.It stays when we find ourselves alone,our own rock.
So we turn to superheros,fading into a faraway universe,Harley Quinn and Tony Stark
We became troubled kids because of our troubled past,invasion of privacy and causing havoc.
This is apparent in everyone we see,because we use smiles to cover up our teary eyes,you see.
Now its 'every man for themselves' so we turn our heads in the next direction,looking for the next target to handle the mock.
YOU ARE READING
Jaded
PoezieMy poetry sometimes these thoughts flow thoughts that represent our moods anger,depression,heartbreak,joy,love,hapiness but little do we know it is a reflection of our past,our present and our future and this is my reflection.
