✓ | BEST FRIEND | PAYTON MOORMEIER

-7

yo uh this chapter might be a bit rough for some people, it mentions suicide and depression but not full on of course.

"kenzie we're supposed to be at payton's in 5 minutes" paisley screamed

"we're?" i asked

"mommy said we're all going" she smiled

"fair enough" i nodded dragging my ass out of bed and into my bathroom

"i'll tell mommy you'll meet us next door" she smiled running down stairs

"thanks" i said turning the shower on

"uh kenzie i'm going to wait for you to finish so we can go in together" max said knocking on my bathroom door

"sounds legit can you get me an outfit out pleaseeeee" i laughed

"sure" he chuckled, before everything happened me, max and payton where inseparable and i don't think max has seen payton for at least 5 months so i think he's kinda excited to see everyone

i got out of the shower and wrapped up, i opened the door to see max sat on my bed looking at my photo wall

"i've never seen this" he said

"i done it back in the summer" i smiled

"are you and payton together?" he asked pointing to a photo of me and payton curled up in the back of the tour bus

"ew no" i said grabbing the clothes he had picked out

"i'm sorry for these past couple years kenz, i was going through it all after mom and dads divorce and i-"

"max you don't have to explain yourself" i said cutting him off

"i know, i'm just sorry and now i'm trying" he smiled

"i'm mad proud of you, you know that?" i asked

"no" he mumbled

"well i am, i've never been in your situation but i've seen people in it and it's hard of course and the fact that your apologising to me in this moment and i'm not apologising to you at your grave is something i will never take for granted" i said, a sympathy smile on my face and my eyes watering

"anyway i'll change and we'll leave" i quickly said walking into the bathroom again

"okay" max replied holding back his tears

a/n
you are never alone, although you may feel it you are not, there are so many people under the same stars that have been through the same and that are going through the same things as you, just hold on i promise you it will always get better, my messages are always open and i have a private instagram if anyone wants to give it a follow

@moormeierpeyt

you are valid. remember that.