Tom holland little sister x reader

you will always find me in your heart

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Y/n pov

I was sitting in my room waiting for tom. He was downstairs talking to Mum and dad about my behaviour recently.

Recently, my best friend just died from suicide, and I wasn't there to stop her.

Im always snapping at my family. I look at my nightstand and see a picture of me and y/f/n. We were at a carnival, with fairy floss in our hands, with huge stuffed baddies that we won. I felt tears streaming down my face like a waterfall.

I miss her, so much.

"Hey-oh"tom said walking in and saw me with a picture of me and y/f/n. A sob escaped my mouth. Tom sits on the bed next to me and pulled me into his chest.

"It's ok, its not your fault"

A week later.

It's her funeral today. And I was sitting in the front, with my hood over my head.

"Today we are her for the loving memory of y/f/n y/f/l/n. Last week, she died of suicide. Here are some memories of her and y/f/n." I look up.

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A video shows up of us 2 years ago " it is I, your daughter of- ahahaa" the video begins of her dressed up in a Cinderella dress with me falling over hitting my head on the ground. I chuckled.

"Hey, y/f/n" "yes?" "You're beautiful" i smiled at that memory, it was us in the school hallway.

Some more photos come up, but one caught my eye. It was us as babies. Her on the right and me on the left. We were eating and we had food all over ourselves. I laughed and i saw Tom look at me with a small smile.

"Alright y/n, ready?" "Yep" oh god, this one was embarassing. It was us dancing to "What Mkes You Beautiful". Everyone chuckled at us tripping iver eachother.

Few moments later

The videos ended, and y/f/n dad came up. "You know what was so special about her? Y/f/n was so brave, so pure and so so intelligent. On her first day of school, she was so excited. She came up to me and said 'daddy, whatever happens, i will love you no matter what' that made me so proud. You know why? BECAUSE whatever happens, something bad, like that day she died, she will love me no matter what. No matter what.

She would come home from school everyday, telling me how her day was. She loves school, because she saw this fantastic girl named y/n. She never stopped talking about her. 'Y/n This, y/n that'. Those 2 were inseparable.

One day she came back from school and said 'daddy, at my funeral I want you to make sure y/n is there, at the front row, and I want you.... to tell her how much I love her." Tears welled up. Y/f/n dad looked at you. "So y/n, i want to show you this"

"Hey y/n, wow, what great years we have had. Hey  remember that time where we went ice skating and you kept falling over, and you pulled me die  with you and made my mum trip over us? That was so funny, there are many more. I just wanted to let you know, that I love you more than anything, you are my best friend in this whole world, i couldn't ask for a better bestie. I know this might sound weird but I made this up. I love you to wherever space ends, oh wait it doesn't, that means my love never ends for you, even in our fights, i still love you. And now that you are here today i wanted to tell you something, i will love you, for infinty and infinty. I will up there, waiting" the videoends. By now, my tears are fast like waterfalls.

Y/f/n came up, "y/n, you made my daughter, who she is today, thank you" he stared calling so did everyone else. I nodded at him and he nodded back.

Few moments later

By now, everyone was outside, waiting for the white birds to come out of the cage. "I want y/n to come up and open the gate" i snap my head up and looked at mum. She nodded and gave me a small smile. I got up and walked to the front.

"For the loving memory of y/f/n" the priest says and everyone repeats it. I open the cage and the birds flew out.

I look up at the clouds and I swear I saw her. In the clouds.

Looking down at me. I gasp quietly, saw her blow a kiss to me and then she turns around and entered into the clouds.

I smile, it wasn't my fault.

I felt a hand on my back I turned and saw Tom.

"She's so proud of you" he kissed my head.

I just wrote this to remind me of my brother. He was 21 and had a daughter. She is turning 4. My brother recently died in 2016, in July. I miss him so much and I just wanted to say that, tell your loved ones you love them before it's too late.

I'm sorry that this was sad, I'll make a happy one tomorrow after school. Bc school starts tomorrow :((((. Well bye thank you for reading 💜