New Highschool/ Randy Fanfiction

Chapter 16

I don't know if anyone is even going to read this but holy fuck I never thought my cringe story would ever have 10k reads. I'm so thankful for all of your comments and I love to read them so please write more :) anyways I'm also extremely sorry for not uploading for so long. Its just my trip to london got cancelled thanks to the corona virus, the my mums best friend couldn't visit us and I miss him a lot because he's family to me and my harry styles concert got rescheduled a year from now. Which hurts cause I've waited 10 years to see any of the 1d boys live and now have to wait another year and just a lot of other stuff has happened like my mother getting sick and it just been much but I know people go through worse especially right now so I shouldn't complain because I'm privileged enough to have a nice warm home with electricity and food and lots of ways to distract myself. 

"You know dont you"

Andy's POV

,,So it's true. You know what would happen and you knew about my real mother" I said being just in utter shock. Why didnt she just tell me why why why. ,,Yes I knew about all of this andy. I'm sorry I just didnt want to tell you. To protect you. What if you met a vampire who could read your mind like rye but who wasnt your mate or had intentions to hurt you in any way. Boo I couldnt risk you getting hurt." She said looking down.

I cried more and got a bit angry "MUM IF I KNEW ALL THIS I WOULDNT BE SO CONFUSED RIGHT NOW. I PROBABLY COULD CONTROL MY POWERS OR KNOW WHAT THE FUCKS GOING ON" I yelled at her just being frustrated and overwhelmed with all of this. She knew all this time. Rye held me closer and I let the back of my head down on his shoulder.

,,Love you have to try to see it from her side. She just tried to protect you" rye said petting me head. "Andy boo let me explain I-" I hung up before she could say anything.

I  turned around on ryes lap and let's him head down on his shoulder. He held me and softly pets my back softly. I sobbed and sighs. ,,Calm down love. Take deep breaths" I took deep breaths and held him close.

,,Daddy can we cuddle please. I dont want to think about all this now" I said wrapping my thighs around his waist, holding him close. ,,Of course darling" he said standing up with me wrapped around him.

We spent the rest of the day cuddling and thinking about what to do now. I cant lead anyone. Not right now. I barely know anything by myself. Its hurts to think about that the woman who raised me never told me the truth. Making me believe I'm someone I'm not. I just feel so broken and the only one who can fix me is rye. He's the only one who never lied to me. The one that always told me the truth and I can only trust him right now.

I was lost in my thoughts for what has seem like hours when I hear ryes voice "my lovely please stop stressing yourself so much. Just try to not think about this right now. All that matters is that you're safe with me and that I'll be there for you now matter what." I snuggled into him more and kissed his chest "thank you" he said and teared up. I really don't deserve him. "Yes you do my angel. You deserve the world" he said softly  and kissed my head.

I let my emotions come to the surface and just started to cry. Everything is so overwhelming right now. I just need to let it all out.

After some time of crying I fell asleep. No scary or good dreams this time. I wish I could just stay in my head forever without having to worry about all this