A spring day should be bringing me some joy,
but instead, I only feel resentment.
It's rainy and I want to see the koi.
I'll just stay home, water the peppermint.
Jars of my herbal teas line the bookshelves.
There is one I haven't had in a while,
it's not exquisite or made by the elves,
no no, it's just a cup of chamomile.
They grow in my garden with my daisies,
strawberries and raspberries grow as well.
Rosemary and thyme, poppies and pansies,
how many herbs are growing, I can't tell.
I'm faced with so many varieties,
and sometimes it makes my head feel like hell.
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Poetry written by a Borderline
PoetryA collection of poems I've written, often influenced by my BPD.