Alive but not Living

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Born into this plane of existence on a day in the cold of October I resonate my soul into the form and identity of a human male. As a child with not the best history or upbringing I may not be the best human but I have good morals and practice good human standards to my fellow kind. I live my life and treat others how I wish to be treated but more so even tho I'm meet with the opposite in 80% of my encounters be it the way I carry myself, the way I look or simple the color of my African American/Cherokee Indian infused skin but hey it's America I guess. I have always been a troubled adolescent growing up, struggling with studies, violence in and out of home life, poverty and millions of other problems affecting the youth worldwide. I kinda forgot where I was going with this but unlike the young me the newer better but yet broken me kinda losses train of thought and interest more easily. I beared witness as I began losing basically everything I ever wanted and the one thing that made me whole so I'm forced to live this blessed yet cursed life. I guess I'll End my Beginning chapter like this until I end my Journal's with the final entry.... Dying but never Alive, Dead but I live on, or even Dying but still Alive. Depends on what happens in life as I near death we shall see but until then welcome to my little slice of life.

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