the dumping ground johnny's story

Johnnys Past

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Johnny p.o.v

BANG BANG BANG "OPEN THE DOOR YOU LITTLE S**T"

My bed was blocking the door so kefe couldn't get in but i was still scared he might brake down the door

And beat me again. He was still banging on the door shouting abuse at me for 10 more minutes and then i heard him leave and slam the front door. My mother and my little

Sister tea where out as soon as kefe started beating me and iam glad but was allso hurt by it but iam glad she got tea out. Idont want tea to see that.i looked into my mirror, i had a bruises on my left eyes and cheek and all over my body.my sides hurt like it was on fire but i don't think its broken.i sighed. When will this stop. i cant take it. He hasn't touched tee or mum yet but iam scared they might.i heard a little sounded out side my door. Panic was sent through my body and used my body and strength to blokes the door even more. Then a little knock was on my door and tees voice came through from the other side.

"johnny are you ok"

I paused

"iam fine tee. Iam fine just please leave me alone for a little while"

"ok"i hears footsteps walking away from my door. Ive become so used to listening for kef that i allways know when someones comeing or going. I then hear the front door open and i hear kef shout up the stairs at my mother telling her to go into their bedroom. I herd my mother agree and the door slam i then shut my eyes and cry my self to sleep. End of flashback

I wake up and i realised that i had fallen to sleep next to my bed. I rubbed my eyes and got up and moved my bed out of the way of the door and walked out i shut my door so nobody could see the mess in my room. Just then jody ran past me with tiler chasing her i then saw the cookies in jodys hands and realised that their fighting over cookies.i rolled my and sighed. I walked down stairs and into the living room. Tee, carman, rick, Frank, faith, baley and moe was in their talking and watching tv. I walk in and sit down next to tee on the couched and smiled at her to tell her iam ok.she smiled back.

"so you decided to comr down now"carman said she was reading a magazine about fashion.

"yeah"i said simple

"hay johnny do you want to play a game of snooker"rick asked. I was about to say yes when baily interfering again

"you dont want him to play he's a big cry baby that has stupid nightmares probable about clowns"they all laughed and thats when i lost it i was fed up of them macking fun of my nightmares and of me

"you know what! I had enough of all of you macking fun of my nightmares and their not about clowns chasing me their about my mothers boyfriend beating me up and him smashing my door down with a knife in his hand treating to cut me and kill my mother and sister and of my own mother leaving me in the house with him and taking my little sister out of the house but iam glad she did because then tee wouldn't of had to face what i did ever time he was drunk and decided to take it out on me. So don't you dare mack fun of them because you have no idea of whats its like untill you live in that s**t hole"

Everyone was silent. I had fresh tears runing down my face and i chould see that mike and mily_may where now at the living room door also looking shocked i then looked at everone and everone had shocked faces on i then looked at tees face and chould see tears in her eyes. I had never told eneyone that befor it doesn't say it on my files because i only ever told them that he made us clean the house and slaped me a few times and that's it but i new they didn't believe me when i said he only hit me ones when i had hospital checks say that i was stabed and had a lote of broken bones.not even my sister new of it because she was allways out with my mother.

"johnny we need to talk now"

I put my head down and walked out with mike. I looked behind and saw tee she had tears runing down her face and she still had a shocked abd unbelieving look on but in her eyes she new it was true. I walked into the office and sat down on one of the chairs

"you haven't been telling us all of the truth have you"

I shacked my head not saying a word

"i am going to call your social workers and get them to contact kef and your mother so we can take them to court and press charges"

My Hart stopped and saw mike pick up the phone. I couldn't let him mack that call. I ran up and slaped the phone out of his hand

"no you can't. He'll kill me if you do"

"johnny he can't hurt you anymore "milk said to convince me to go through with it

I laughed with no emoshon at all

"you don't get it he allways new we where hear. He's not stupid. He's Got connexions and if he finds out that i told he'll take me away from tee because i know too much about him, so please, please don't say anything  Iam being serious mike don't do it.people might get hurt if you do"  

Milk looked at me careful and nodded

"ok i won't call eneyone but its going in you file, and you said you know to much, johnny what else did he do?"

"i can't say"

"johnn.. "

" i cant say"

"ok you may leave now its dinner so you might as well go to the kitchen"milk said

"iam not that hungry... "

" johnny you haven't eaten in two days. Your going to have something to eat"

I sighed "ok"

We walk out and into the kitchen. Everone stop talking probably about me anyway, i looked at the all some with pitiful looks(faith, mily-may, rick, moe, harry, frank) and some with hateful looks(carman, baily (who was probably just because he doesn't like me) ,jody, floss, tyler and lilly who is visiting for the weekend their probably all made at me for making tee cry about keeping secrets from her i am just lucky she doesn't know all of what he did to me) i noted my seat next to tee(who was not looking at me and has a tissue in her hand) was taken by carman so i sat in carman chair next to faith and rick who have been to be nice to me from the start.milk walked in and stared at everone. Mily-may walked in with are dinners and we started to eat.carman, tee, jody, baily, floss, tyler, lilly, where not talking to me but faith and rick where.

"sooooo little bit of a brake down then"rick said

"yeah something like that"i said putting my head down

"sorry i didn't mean to upset you"rick said putting a hand on my shoulder i smiled tell him i forgive him.

"yeah i wanted to tell you mily-may said to everyone to not talk about the you know thing... But after she left they all wall had an argument and all toke sides. Carmen, tyler lilly, jody, floss, baily but i think floss only toke that side because carman offer her sweets. Me,faith,moe, harry and frank toke your side because we've all had bad homes before hear and the way they've been treating you is not right"

"yeah it's not right and iam sorry about your past i really am and i understand why you keep it even from tee"faith joined the conversion

"thank i appreciate it but what about tee? "

" she didn't say much"faith said i nodded and we began talking about something else. After dinner was finished i tried to cached up with tee but she slammed her door in my face. I banged on the door for tee to let me explain but she would not reply to me so i pushed away from her door and walked in to mine room and blocked my door with my bed so nobody chould come in.i heard mike shout out bed time so i pulled my covers off my bed and slepted on the floor. Iam all alone now even tees fed up with me. I cryed even harder this night but not for what kef did to me but for my loss of tee.