her fixed up life

Chapter 35

Tre pov

I head to the studio with Derek, Ben, Jacques, Jalen and we start recording. This is my first recording The song called Fresh N Clean (Yes, the song is old, and it is by someone I don't listen to FettyWap)

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It's been about 1 hour and 30 minutes, and we are done recording, we made sure everything was right and we downloaded it on the system so we can show the girls tonight. I head upstairs and everyone is in the bedroom watching T.V with Aiden and Jaida asleep. I lay beside her as everyone walks out into their room. I kiss Jaida as she wakes up. I put Aiden in his crib and walk over to the bed.

Me: Babe, wake up

She stirs around and sits up heading downstairs, I pick up Aiden and follow her downstairs and warm up Aiden's bottle. I head the living room with everyone else, I look over to Jaida sniffling and heading into the kitchen. I give Aiden Ben and head behind her. Sitting her on the counter, I get in between her legs and wrap my arms around her waist.

Me: What's wrong mamma?

She hands me the phone and I almost cried myself, it was a text that said.

Hey, it's your mom and I have stage 4 cancer and only a couple weeks to live, since I only have a couple weeks can I see Aiden today, thanks your dad is helping me out a little. I have chemo - therapy, everyday from 8am to 9pm.

I give her a hug and take her upstairs, making sure to take Aiden with me. I lay in the bed with her and cuddle until tonight, shoot, we got to show everyone the song. Ima do it before she goes ahead to sleep. I wake her up and we go to the studio along with everyone else. We start to play the music as I sing along to it. I see her walk out wiping tears so I follow after her.

Me: You ok?

Jaida: No, I have been to stressed with Aiden, I will be in the kitchen.

Me: OK

I hug and kissed her then went back to the studio, with Aiden. Once, I got in the studio I made sure tot he turn the music down and we finished listening,

Jaida pov

I let Tre have Aiden and take him to the studio. I go into the kitchen and sat on the counter grabbing a knife and went to cutting. I don't know why I am so stressed. It actually felt good cutting myself, it let out all of my anger. I just kept cutting and cutting on my arm.

Jaz pov

I was listening to the music the boys made, but then I had to go to the bathroom. I came out and I heard hissing coming from the kitchen. I peeked my head from around the corner and saw Jaida cutting her arms. WTF? I ran to the studio and told Tremain to come without Aiden, he came and we snuck around the counter. He snatched the knife out of her hand throwing it int eh sink with blood all over the place.

Jaida pov

As I was cutting the knife got snatched by Tremain. I know he wad going to be pissed off, especially since we were going to my mom's tonight. I just went to my room but he ran behind me and rushed me to the bathroom pulling out a first aid kit. I knew he was mad because I could feel the tension in the room.

Me: I'm sorry

Tre: I'm not mad, I am dissapointed.

Me:I was just so-

Tre:Stressed I know you were sleeping to much not to be stressed.

Me: I was trying to get all the pain to escape, but I could'nt.

Tre: I'm sorry

Me: For?

Tre: For putting you under all of this.

Me: I don't know why I was stressed to be honest.

We were interrupted by Aiden's cries.

Tre: I'll go get him you stay here

Me:OK

He runs downstairs and gets Aiden, quickly coming back and wrapping my arms in bandage tape. We then go to my mothers house and we sit down and start to eat. I start to cry but hide it and head to the bathroom. I guess Tre heard me because he came into the bathroom and sat me on the counter.

Tre: We need to get you to a doctor, ok

Me: OK

We head outside and sit in the back seat with Aiden. I hear him cry and give him his bottle and rock his seat back and forth a little bit. We finally get to the doctors and head to the room.

Doc: What seems to be the problem?

I show him my arm and he nods, coming back he puts on gloves and examines my hand. Aiden starts to cry and Tremain gives Aiden to me as he quiets down. The doctor put wipes on my arms and wraps a cast around my arm and we head out. I head to the house and go to my dad's room. I see him crying and I sit beside him rubbing his back.

Me: Dad you ok?

Dad: No, she had to leave.

Me: Why?

Dad: She cheated on me

Me: Well, to keep ya mind of it wanna go out tomorrow with Aiden and Tre?

Dad: OH SHOOT

Me: What, what" I said panicked

Dad: I haven't seen Aiden

Me: Ill go get him

I see Jayden in the room, so I get him and Ari then Aiden and Tre, we all go to the movie room with Dad. I gave him to Dad and we played together, and watched movies together. Ari and Jayden were sleep and were awaken by the cries of Aiden. I waited to see if Tre was going to wake up but he didn't so I did. This was my 2 night in a row waking up, but hey I am the mother of this child. I get up and change his diaper. Heading to the bed room I take a shower put on my PJ's then head to bed leaving everyone else downstairs.