Why?

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When I see him, I always pause
I pause in the moment to admire him
To know there might be hope that he'll be mine
One day, I wish
But also I pause again to see his flaws he is always with different girls
I don't mind, but that hurts
He leaves a lots though
But when that happens I get hurt, but why do I still like him?
Why do I still try to bump into him in the hallways? Why do I still try to ask him out?
Why do I try?
If I know he doesn't care or like me
Why do I try?
I'm tired
Every time I'm almost there to getting over him, he always does something to make me fall for him again
Why can't I just move on
Move on to someone who genuinely like me
But NO!
I'm to Boo Boo the fool
Some times I question
Is it my face that he doesn't like?
Is it my body?
Is it my personality?
What is it?
And why can't I get over him ?
But the bad part about all this is that he knows
I like him!!
Why do I fall for boys that don't care
That don't like me
This is what I get for catching feeling for a stick, a fuck boy, and a BITCH!!!

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