So.
I've been procrastinating, if you heven't noticed.
I gave myself a deadline. Yet I still haven't done crap.
Over the summer I became REALLY depressed. I felt insecure about myself. I just really hated everything.
Because of this I broke up with the girl of my dreams.
I regret that decision, but she didn't feel the same about me anymore.
I thought if I were to distant myself from everything l would be okay again.
Nope. School started and I felt more bad about myself.
People at school saw me smiling and laughing and looking like I didn't seem to have a problem in the world.
What bullshit though.
I remembered about Wattpad. How much I loved it back then. A place where I could let my imagination run wild!
So I thought, "Hey! What if I start off from stratch? Change everything. Maybe that'll help!"
November rolled around (A deadline I set myself) I still hadn't done anything. I still felt like crap.
But then I met someone.
Someone who changed my view on things.
He made me happy again.
With him I felt different.
I felt like I was getting my life back.
I feel like living my life to the fullest.
I feel inspired again.
I feel better about everything.
So thats what I'm doing.
I'm going to do everything differently...
