To the Moon and Never Back

Simula

Excited akong pumasok dahil 2nd Monthsary namin ni Archer. Naglalakad ako sa hallway ng may narinig akong bulungan at ang isa doon ay kaboses ni Archer.

"Bro, hindi paba pwedeng tapusin itong kalokohan na ito? Nakakawalang ganang kasama si Geo, too boring dude." Sambit ni Archer. Nanginig ako sa narinig ko, na muntin nakong mawalan ng balanse.

Si Archer ni mahal na mahal ako? Si Archer na mahal na mahal ko at gagawin lahat para sa akin? Magagawa ba ito ng mahal ko?

"Why don't you end it it in front of her, huh?" Sabi ni Max habang nakatingin sa akin. Nanlaki ang mata ni Archer at mabilis na lumapit sa akin.

"B-Baby, baby let me explain." He said while looking miserable. I just stared at him for a moment.

Sobrang sakit, hindi ko alam ang gagawin. Hindi ko alam kung kakausapin ko pa sila o tatalikod nalang ako.

"A-Ah ano, uhm, Archer okay lang, alam ko namang una palang hindi mo ako magugustuhan kailanman." Nanginginig kong bulong habang nakatingin sakanya.

My hear hurts so much, so much that I think it's bleeding from the inside. My soul right now is in despair.

This man in front of me is the first man who made me feel special, he never fails to make me happy every second. This man is my greatest love, yet this man is my most painful almost.

"Ayos lang talaga, ayos lang ako, kasalanan ko naman lahat e, pasensya na sa pag-aksaya ng oras ninyo. Hindi na mauulit." Nanginginig kong sabi habang nanlalabo ang aking paningin sa mga luhang nagbabadyang tumulo.

"Tell her dude, tell her that you played her to make Ariana jelous and fall for you again. Am I right, Arch?" Sambit ni Max habang nakangisi saken. He is cockily staring at me like this was a funny thing.

Sabi na eh, siya parin pala. Masakit palang malaman na siya parin pala hanggang ngayon.

Kung kanina ay mukhang miserable si Archer ngayon ay nakangisi na siya. Na parang natutuwa sa nangyayare.

"Yeah right, I played you, I made you fall, ayos na?" He said mockingly at me. Tumango na lang ako dahil sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman ko sa sinabi niya.

Yes baby, you made me fall so hard, so hard that it's killing me slowly.

"Ayos lang po, naiintindihan ko lahat. Pasensya na po ulit, at salamat sa lahat, Archer." I stated slowly while turning my back on my love.

Ang tanging magagawa ko ay intindihin nalang lahat, intindihin na una palang ay peke lahat ng pagmamahal na pinakita niya saken.

Habang naglalakad ako pabalik, naisip ko kung bakit pa ako. Bakit ako? Ni-wala silang mapapala saken, ni-kayamanan ay wala kami.

We've made a lot of beautiful memories, beautiful memories that is unforgettable, but unfortunately, those memories will just stay as a good memory of us. A memory of our love who has lost its way.

The love I left for you was deep, yet you didn't even bother reaching down.

Now I realized something, that I fixed someone for someone else.

Mahal, kinaya ko lahat para sayo. Ngayon hindi ko na alam kung paano ulit magpatuloy.